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An International Swim~USA to CANADA

September 8, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

 NO LANES~ NO LINES~NO BORDERS

In search of Memphre an International Swim, No Lanes~ No Lines~ No Borders

 The whirlwind of swims in August has come to a close, a revolving door of tapering for one swim, recovering and preparing for another the following weekend…. here’s what was swum in August

  • 2 way Crossing of Lake Champlain 16.4 miles: August 4th
  • Boston Light Swim 8 miles:August 13th
  • Lake Willoughby Swim 4.75 miles: August 20th

Time to ease off the throttle right?  Well you would think so BUT back on July 26th, I received the following email, here is a bit of the content to give you a feel for the potential mischief I am considering……

Hey Charlotte:

Elaine Howley, Greg O’Conner and Jen Dutton and I are organizing a 26 mile swim on September 10th— In Search of Memphre, International Swim.  We (I mean they)  will be swimming the length of the lake from Newport to Magog or Magog to Newport depending on the wind direction on the day of the swim.  It is intended to be a small, by invitation only, group of good spirited, swimmer scouts.  We figure with 5 or 10 in the water our chances of a “sighting” will increase significantly.  We know this is short notice, but we’d like to invite you to join us.

There has not been an organized international traverse of Lake Memphremagog since at least 2001.  Part of our goal is to return this type of a swim to Lake Memphremagog and also to “break the border” so that more of these swims can occur.  We have already started communications with border officials to pave the way for this swim to happen.  

And, if we spot Memphre during the swim, well, wouldn’t that be wonderful.

Hope you can make it.

PS  If you have a felony conviction in your background, forget it.

Phil

Well, I read the email, I am honored that these fine swimmers have extended me an invite, I ponder a reply, “hmmmm well it is very close to home, no flights required, I have a conditioning base started, these are terrific swimmers I am sure I will learn lots, I don’t have any criminal convictions and I do LOVE an adventure………better check in with the family first”, I think to myself, with that I call out to my daughter Heidi and son Soeren ” hey I’ve been invited to swim to Canada, what do you think?”, ” Awww go for it Mum”, they reply together, I ponder for a few more minutes, ” better check in with Jeff,  my husband”, rats he’s not around to ask right now, and with that I type the following email reply…I’ll give you a hint before you read on…..”Canada Oh Canada”

Hi Phil,
 WOW what a tremendous swim, I am honored to receive your invite and YES I would love to join the
 
 group of swimmer scouts, no felony conviction, although I am a KIWI equipped with passport and
 
resident alien card to cross the border. I have the date set aside, what an exciting thing to potentially
 
open these waters up to future swims.  Charlotte
 
 
 
You can find out more about the swim, the 10 other swimmers and the cause it supports here at the www.insearchofmemphre.com , this swim poses many challenges, here are a few, it is:
  • An international swim, starting in the United States, finishing in Canada
  • At least half of the course will be swum at night with a midnight start time on September 1o
  • Distance = 26 Miles, my longest attempt
  • Estimated time of completion: 13-14 Hours
  • Water Temperature 60-65 F
  • Air Temperature : Night 49 F/ Daytime 72F
  
Next up EAT, SLEEP, SWIM and LIFE……..

 That has been the drive for the last 3 weeks, adding big miles, eating to fuel my swims, sleeping and fitting it all in around day to day life of work and family, PHEW!

 Here is how the list of swims from week One:

Monday August 22nd 4800 meters Pool

Tuesday August 23rd 5.75 Miles Open Water

Wednesday 24th 3800 meters Pool + 2 miles Open Water

Thursday 25th 5.75 Miles Open Water

Friday 26th 5.75 Miles Open Water

Saturday 27th Split Swim: Dark 5am start 6.75 miles  + Daytime Swim 3-5pm 5 miles TOTAL 11.75 Miles

   Total for week One= 58,682 Meters or 36.4 miles

    Total for the week  Two =  58, 927 meters or 36.6 miles

   Total Meters in the last 2 Weeks : 117,600 meters

   Calories Consumed: A Whopping 84,000 Calories

 So….here we are 117,600 meters in the last 14 days, that includes 2 rest days, 4 sessions of strength training, 4 sessions of Yoga and teaching a handful of group fitness classes, oh and a bucket load of eating, literally a bucket loader full of food.

 What about the Training Swims….

  How can I describe the training swims  to you….. beautiful yet painful, elating yet miserable, all at the same time, yes the dust has settled from 4 weeks of events and races and now it is the reality of back to the meat and potatoes of my training…. early starts, tired eyes, tired body, struggling to focus on a part of my body that feels good and that end of summer chilly feeling in the air, it comes fast here in Vermont, a point I was thrilled to demonstrate to my crew.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Cool morning air of 43 Degrees combined with a warm 66 degree in the water makes for a steamy lake swim

 

 The Cool Vermont Air, Fall is on the way…..

  Sunday August 20th I send my crew an email with the training schedule for the next 4 weeks, it includes 16.5 hours of swimming per week, many of the sessions an early start time meaning getting up at 4 or 5am, the email is delivered with a chipper little note that says this…….

Subject Line: Summer comes to a close

Content:“Hey Crew, attached is schedule for late August and early September, big miles and early morning swims in preparation for Canada on September 10th”

 Well, I got a quick smart reply, it is a ………THE SUMMERS NOT OVER memo right back at me from Deb, I quietly read and snicker to myself, next thing you know it is time to meet for our next swim. I notice a change in the air, during the night I find myself burrowing under the comforter, you guessed it there IS a chill  in the air, I roll out of bed at 5am and go about getting ready for my swim, out of the house at 5:45am armed with feeds, a thermos, woolly hat and warm clothes, I glance up at the temperature prominently displayed on the bank in Morrisville, the little town I drive through to get to the lake, 43 degrees it proudly boasts, I am BEAMING, infact I am currently grinning like a Cheshire cat, I can’t wait to see Deb, I purposely stride over to her on my arrival to the lake and say” it is cold this morning Deb, the summer is coming to a close”. Deb is tight lipped as we take all our gear down to the canoe launch, I can’t take it anymore and finally blurt out the following with a mischievious smile ” Bit cooler this morning don’t you think Deb, specially with it being summer and all”, Deb looks up and smiles and I laugh a very ” I told you so laugh”.

It is in fact the only bright spot of the swim, the cold air bores  into my head and my shoulders burn as I swim as strong as I can  to keep my heart rate up and my core warm, the water Is 66 degrees, it was much warmer than the air and I drive my head under water to escape the cold early morning air. Deb later tells me she had never seen me so powerful in the water, here is what she reported…

Strokes were powerful and your wake was very impressive. We made it to “naked man rock” at 18 minutes, which is a good time.
The loons were flying this morning. A little different behavior. There was a school of fish,(little ones) near the big island and when you got close they all dispersed at once creating a bubble show of a thousand bubbles. Wish you could have seen your creation.
 
 
 Swimmer girl Doolittle…………
 
  That was just one of the last 2 week’s adventures, there are many more little snippets of swims that just keep bringing me back for more, all my  training swims have all been tough yet achievable, painful, yet enjoyable, each one with a lesson, each one making me stronger.
  Tuesday August 30th was just one of those days, I have taken to taping my turtle thermometer to a kayak paddle to allow Deb to get a temperature reading out in the deeper part of the lake, none of this balmy surface layer stuff, I have decided I want to know what is going on under the surface where my belly is, Tuesday morning I arrive down to the canoe launch to take a reading at the shore, Hurricane Irene has just pummeled Vermont, the water level is way up and I plan to be on the look out for floating debris while I swim this morning  but before  I navigate that I am going to get a snapshot of how the heavy rain effected to water temperature.
 It is the quietest of mornings, so still, it feels like mother nature is exhausted from the wrath of Irene, even the loons are silent which is eary in itself, Deb and Paula are still up by the car and I step onto a rock and bring my face right down to the water, I slide the paddle and turtle under and wait, as I wait I notice a little fish swim up, he looks at me and turtle and waits too, then another little fish comes along and parks besdie him, another, another and another, before long there are 12 little fishys lined up, I am amazed, ” hey little fishys how goes it today?”, I ask, no answer but the fish keep on staring, ” you know little fishys you are leaving yourselves wide open, that is exactly why you get caught”, they look at me with a ” we know what we are doing look”, then a bigger fish swims up, the little fishys are about 6 inches long, big fish is 8 or 9 inches and he stops and looks too. So there we are all hanging out, me, turtle and the 13 fishys, suddenly the fishys eyes seem to widen, amazing that it could seem this way but it does, next thing as if it is perfectly planned they all turn and dart away in perfect harmony….Deb and Paula are walking over to see what I am doing and the little fishys got a fright. “WOW, look at that I am a fishy friend, back away so you don’t frighten the fish and watch this”, I say to Deb and Paula, and with that they back away, in goes the paddle with turtle and I lean close to the water once more, one by one the 12 little fishys pull back up to their little fishy parking spots and before long big fish Mr 13 joins us, what fun, I am in the ” I don’t freak out the fish club”, guess that’s what 16.5 hours per week hanging out with these guys will do.
 Finally it is time to swim, I pull myself away and announce to Deb,” time to swim, be rude not to right” and with that I strip down and wade into the cool fresh rainwater, it only feels cold for a bit then I am away laughing.

Turtle puts on a brave face as he prepares to take the first swim of the morning, " this is the LAST time", he squeals as I plunge him under the water near the canoe launch, what a trooper.

 

Countdown to the big international plunge…….
 

 
 
So there we have it, training is complete, my last swim was yesterday Tuesday September 7th, now I rest up and wait, hundreds of thoughts spin around my head tonight and every night for the last week, thoughts of  planning, visualizing and contemplating the challenges of this swim, these thoughts visit me constantly, will they visit me during the swim, or will I be able to remain calm and strong through mental focus during the reality of the swim itself, or should I say the “unreality ” of the swim, my body and mind often feel detached from real life when I’m in the thick of a swim and ” in the moment”
 You and I will wait patiently and discover the answers September 10th when we start the swim at midnight, my crew will tweet progress if cellular signal permits, they will be at the mercy ” bars or SOS No Signal”.
 Will I make it across the border? I’ll keep you posted.
Closing Thought:
 
 A successful person is one who is productive to the peak of his capacity and who is comfortable with his or her own self  
 
 
   President of John Hopkins University, address to graduating class of 1974 from the University of Maryland 
 
 

One Lake Two Countries, the Goal and International Swim

Can you get faster with age?

August 22, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Saturday August 20th, 5:00am

Lake Willoughby, the deepest lake in Vermont

 

 Wahoo, we are off in the mini to Lake Willoughby for a 4.75 mile point to point race, Jeff and I zip along the windy Vermont back roads with the Kayak on top, we make excellent time and arrive 20 minutes early at North beach, another fabulous day has been ordered up, it is shaping up to be excellent conditions in the deepest lake in Vermont. I reflect on last years swim, my time was 2 hours, 9 minutes and 50 seconds and I distinctly remember getting cold along with losing power in my stroke, ” time to put my cold water training to the test”, I think.

 We gather at North Beach, Phil the race director gives us the go ahead to drive up to the south end of the beach, ” you will start from the south end, 9am sharp, North Eastern time, that’s maybe 5 minutes before, maybe 5 minutes after”. Jeff and I head up to South Beach in the mini, Jeff unloads the kayak, I get all I want during the swim ready, 2 feeds of Maxim, spare goggles and my teany tiny Mini Mouse. We are all set up on the shore, we wait.

A MERRY SEND OFF

 I am thrilled to have some well wishers to send me off, Ron and Ann arrive from Colchester, it is there 17th wedding anniversary and they have come to Lake Willoughby as part of the day’s celebration, lucky me, Jeff has headed back down to the other end of the lake, he is going to leave the mini there for the finish,  Ron has kindly agreed to drive him back, but will there be time? Again, only time will tell.

WHERE ARE OUR KAYAKERS

 10 minutes before 9:00am, Deb arrives back to the beach, she and ” cat Stanley” are kayaking  for Paula, I am relieved to see her back, I have been worrying about her, PHEW…… but still no Jeff, I start to consider my options should he not make it in time for the start of the race…

1. Talk to the starter, ” excuse me what time is the start,  my kayaker is not here yet”, I say, ” 3 minutes”, she shouts the reply so all can hear, “3 minutes to race start”…. OK delaying the race start not an option, eighty six that idea.

2. Option number 2, I wait at the beach for Jeff and start after the other swimmers when he arrives, “EERRRRR”, the  buzzer sounds in my head, bad idea and a SLOW idea, I am not one to sit on the shore and watch

3. Option number 3, I wade out with the other swimmers without a kayak and start alongside the 16 year old swimmer who was crowned champion at the 10 mile Greater Kingdom Lake swim last month, with a  blistering fast time, she is said to be the fastest of swimmers, I will swim with her at the start and when Jeff arrives I will settle into my pace alongside the kayak, DONE, this is my plan B.

Mine is the empty Kayak on the left, " I know Jeff will make it", I relax knowing he will be there for me

I hand off my towel and flip flops to Ann, wish Noel and Betty farewell, ” tell Jeff to come find me, I’ll be the one in the blue cap”, and with that I wade into the water. The start horn sounds and we are underway.

I get to swim alongside Deb and Cat Stanley for a few strokes it feels great knowing they are there

In the water everything feels great, I swim out strong and enjoy the feeling of racing through the water, there are 2 swimmers off to my right, 16 year old speedster and wetsuit guy, I don’t want to settle into my pace until Jeff arrives so I continue to swim hard and fast, what fun the thrill of opening up all the cylinders, I am enjoying myself. A short time later I see Jeff and his black and white baseball cap to the right of this little lead pod, “wonderful” I think, now I can move on over and rely on Jeff for navigation, easier said than done, this little pod seems to be attached to me like glue and has no interest in breaking up or moving over, my only choice is to power ahead, when I clear them from my side I cut over and pull alongside Jeff, ” hey bud, good to see you”, I send him the message with my best mental telepathy. I start settling into a rhythm and notice 16 year old speedster is still sitting tight behind me,  wetsuit guy has long dropped back and it is me and this talented young swimmer, I reflect over the start, ” worked out great to swim out fast with this  swimmer, it should set me up for a personal best time”.

 

Enjoying the lake

I begin to think about my next feed, ” no 30 minute feed for me Jeff, I’ll take a feed at one hour and one hour and 30 minutes only”, I had told Jeff earlier this morning, I am starting to wish for a 30 minute feed, I feel thirsty, I swim on. My 25 minute pickup comes along and 16 year speedster is still swimming right there with me I can feel her on my toes, I have long settled into my race pace, hard but not unmanageable, my heart rate is under control and my stroke rate 70 to 74 strokes per minute, I move right towards the boat, 16 year old speedster follows.

Jeff leads me followed by speedster

Feed time arrives, 15 seconds Gulp and Go and we are off again, the carb drink kicks right in, I feel strong, I complete a scan of my body, my face feels hot, my strokes feel long and I notice how much more powerful I feel compared to one year ago, I am pleased. Jeff and I continue on, he brings out Mini Mouse and I laugh, he rocks the kayak from side to side, I look puzzled, he pulls on his race number, it gets stuck on his cap, I laugh, what an entertaining time I am having thanks to Jeff, ” I wonder if he knows he is making me laugh”, I think, I am jolted back by a hand hit, speedster is back, this time alongside close…..

A swimming high five, hand to hand mid stroke

We swim on,  speedster pulls alongside and like a slingshot swims past me and off to my right, I swim on solo looking forward to my 1.5 hour feed, if you could drool in the water that would be me, I am so looking forward to my next feed, finally it arrives and I gulp down my maxim, my eyes are scanning, I can see the houses close to the north end of the beach, WOW could I be near the finish and could I break 2 hours?. No time to ask, Jeff shouts, you’re nearly there SPRINT IT.

Crikey Dick, I think, (in Kiwi this means Holy Smoke) and with that I jump into my ” I am swimming to shore pace”, and I swim to shore, and I swim to shore and I swim to shore….still no shore, I continue on but slow my stroke rate slightly and add more power to each pull,” much better and more efficient”, I think, I am pleased with the adjustment and control.

Me and Jeff bring it home...are we there yet...NO PEEKING!

OK, busted, I did peek, I lift up my head, ” still a good 1000 meters to go”, head back down and I continue to swim, such trickery from the Lake it looks so shallow, like I am already there, I can see when I breathe to my right that the beach is atleast a few 100 meters, so I swim on the bottom is so close, it’s teasing me, ” hey look, you can stand if you want to, go on do it, stand , do it, OK if you are not going to stand then take a little looksie, GO ON”, Yip that lake was talking to me all right, trying to wear me down, ” I am not going to listen”, and with that I look up, “DARN tricked by the lake”, I put my head back down and swim onwards, I can see speedsters boat finishing, ” under 2 hours, come on sprint it” and I do, I come out of the water and begin to run, too slow, I drop in and swim a few more stroke, my hands scraping the bottom, then I am up again, striding out of the water and over the finish line, ” 1 hour, 56 minutes and 36 seconds”, my arms go up, I am pleased.

A WONDERFUL WELCOME

" The Girls", what a wonderful welcome from Bridget and Cara, Bridget is holding Baby Aurora, Cara's 3 month old baby girl.

 I am treated to a big hug from Ann, Bridget and Cara, Ron is taking a video and then it is off to thank Jeff for the wonderful support and ask him what does this mean…….. I stand with the paddle demonstrating a jostling of the paddle from side to side, we all laugh.

 Next up I go off in search of 16 year old speedster, to shake her hand, she finished in a time of 1 Hour 53 minutes and 39 seconds, ” congratulations, great swim”, I say with a handshake. Next up time to get some dry clothes and my camera, there are more swimmers finishing and I want to be there when Paula, Ernie and Jody all cross the finishing line.

So was I faster this year, YES, I finished in second place in the non wetsuit division and a whopping 16 minutes and 21 seconds faster than last year….HOORAY

What’s up Next?

 There is word that the flamingo is rallying together with a few swimmer scouts for an International Swim, the length of Lake Memphramagog from the USA to Canada, 26 miles, in search of Mempre.

Opps... it's on film me and the Flamingo, guess who is one of the swimmer scouts preparing to swim to Canada on September 10th?

 Closing Thought:

Determine what you want to accomplish and lock your mind on what it takes to achieve that task or goal. Think about the path to success rather than thinking about the obstacles in your way.

                                          -Coach Terry Horn, Burlingame, CA

A smile and a wave makes the day

August 21, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

 

COULD IT BE TIME TO RACE AGAIN?

 Yes, well nearly, Sunday August 20th I am entered in a 4.75 mile point to point lake race, for some a taper would be in order, for me it is a  week of training.

After the Boston Light swim I enjoy a Sunday rest day, with that done it is back to swimming starting with Monday, 6:o0am swimming in the pool, I feel good, but ( I was told that if you say ” but”  you are discounting the thing you just said), ….so let’s pick up at the BUT again……I feel good swimming, ” but”  when I try to put the “pedal on the medal ” there is little to nothing there, I am tapped out. After the first 200  meters I move to the back of the line of swimmers and after the next few 200’s I move out of my regular lane and into the lane next door which has a slower swim speed. I muddle through the workout, hit the shower and dress ready to teach a 60 minute fitness class of cardio and strength training, then into the fitness room for strengthtraining. The day rolls on and concludes with a 4:30pm Yoga class, that feels great, I feel a little closer to being back to myself.

BACK TO THE LAKE

 Tuesday morning rolls around, I am up at 6:00am, the rain is teaming down, ” might be a good day to bust out the thermos and hot chocolate for after my swim”, I think as I glance out the window at the rain sheeting down in the dark. Into the car and off to the Reservior, I meet Deb, and we head to the waters edge, step by step I edge deeper into the water, withall the rain the temperature has dropped, I slide under the surface and begin my 2 hour swim in the pouring rain, I am miserable. The rain doesn’t let up, we are swimming down to picnic island today and also to Little Italy, ” not too bad, nothing hurts, my stroke feels relaxed, this is going to be OK”, I give myself a little pep talk and with that swim merrilyon, one feed down, around the island, swim, swim, swim, then I see Deb giving me the thumbs up sign, ” not sure what she wants me to do”, I think to myself and swim on, I work hard to ” appear” as if I am giving a little bit more effort, I don’t think it is very convincing. Feed number 2 arrives, normally Deb counts the seconds it takes for me to down my feed, while I am chugging the rain is pelting my face, Deb is drenched, I am watching  as she ditches the counting to tell me something instead, she is  using hand motions along with her flow of words, chatter, chatter, chatter, is all I hear, finally she stops talking, I lower my feed cup and grin mischievously, ” you know I heard none of the that” and with that I swim off laughing, ha, ha, ha , ha , ha, then my head goes down into the murky water and the hahahas turn into bubbles.

 We wrap up the swim with a sprint to the canoe launch and me sucking down 3 or 4 Jelly Babies, ” you were way off today, your stroke count was as low as 64 strokes per minute”, Deb says, ” I thought that was the case, that’s all I had in today, a recovery swim for sure”, we both laugh and go about dragging all the gear back to the car.

Jelly Babies.....

 WHAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY MAKES

 Wednesday, same time, up early and off to the lake, what a different day, today it is the most beautiful morning I recall, like a reward for enduring the miserable conditions of yesterday, this is a stunning morning, fog on the water, the water itself is glass like and the sunrise luminates the sky, in a  warm orange water color way, magical. The swim itself is short, one hour and 22 minutes, I am back to my old punchy self in the water, and inhale my jelly babies at the end of the swim.

 FISH AS BIG AS YOU WILL GRAB YOUR ARM AND DRAG YOU UNDER

Thursday, another 2 Hour swim and another outstanding day, Deb is paddling and we make quick work of the course, as usual Deb gives my the “sprint your TAIL OFF” signal a few hundred meters out from the canoe in and I go about thrashing my way into the shore as fast as I can, the faster I swim the better practiced I will be to battle the tides and the sooner I get my Jelly Babies, my end of swim treats. I don’t stop pulling hard until my hand touches the bottom, I always sprint til I bottom out, I want it ingrained in my head, BAM, there is it the rocks, I pull up and then dolphin dive over to Den and the kayak out, she knows and has already got my Jelly Baby cup out and ready, ” what color do you want”,  Deb asks, ” I’ll take him, and his little friend too”, I reply witha sly smile, I inhale them both witha pile of fishing gear, the other is about to push off, they are looking quite wide eyed, I am not sure if they are puzzled by me or Deb and the kayak, for fun Deb surprised me by putting on an aqua blue bobbed wig in the middle of our training, I howled with laughter and at my next feed went about putting the wig on ” cat stanely”, who wore it for the rest of the swim and into the canoe launch, he looked quite embarrassed but still stood proud at the front of the boat.  What a sight we all must look, I lift my eyes only above the water and wave, a funny little side to side wave, half in the water and half out and then I swim towards then and start to walk out……” we left you a couple of fish in there”, I say, ” Awwww, there  fish longer than your body and bigger than your 22 pounds this lake”, he replies to me, ” watch out, they’ll grab your arm, and drag you to the other end of the lake and leave you there”, he says, ” well you guys have a great fishing day and keep out of mischief”, I say witha grin, ” there’s 154 years of trouble right here in this boat”, he says and with that he pushes off the canoe and the two of them are off, all I can hear is a spout of stories following them as they motor away, I do hope I see them again soon, they are a riot.

"This is the last straw', says Cat Stanley," I am one embarrassed cat"

 TRAINING DONE, NEXT A REST DAY

 A day off from training on Friday, after work I go about packing up for tomorrows race at Lake Willoughby, 9:30pm all packed up and time for some stretching and foam roller massage, 10:15pm off to bed and thoughts of tomorrow’s swim, ” I wonder if I will be faster than last year, I know my feeds are faster and I have many more miles under my belt, time will tell” I ponder the thought as I drift off to a sleep filled with thoughts of the Channel.

 Will I set a personal best crossing Lake Willoughby, I’ll keep you posted

Closing Thought:

 Isn’t it something how a smile can break the ice, when the fishermen and I first locked eyes there was a standoffish feel in the air, one could say we were from different worlds, with a little wave and smile we shared our love of the water and found we were from the same world, the here and now world.

  “Reach out , if you don’t you will never discover the hidden gems “

                                                                                                                  -Charlotte J Brynn

The Boston Light Swim: Deserve confidence

August 17, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

 READY TO PLAY

 That’s what I was thinking as I opened my eyes at 3:45am this morning, I awoke before the alarm, I always do, I have some weird internal time clock that senses it is time for me to kick it into to gear, today as usual I am fully awake and alert well before the ring of my alarm. No time to spare, I leap out of bed and go about mixing my 6 servings of Maxim, then pull the “Potato Bomb” out of  the refrigerator and into my feed tub, from there I choke down a banana sandwich, a Lara Bar and bottle of water, I also toss 2 peanut butter sandwiches into my swim bag, one for Jeff and one for me. By now Jeff has also stirred, he has a ” is it really time for another swim”, look on his face, but as always is a terribly good sport about it, he heads off to find coffee while I suit up, next a generous dosing of sun lotion and warm clothes, there ready.

 4:45am we leave the hotel, I fill my thermos on the way out the door, into the car, 10 minutes later we are at the Boston Harbor Yacht club. As we walk towards the dock it is still dark, other swimmers and crew are milling around, there is a buzz in the air, I feel the energy and anticipation, I am EXCITED.

 Brrring Briing, at 5:15am my phone shouts out, ” Hey Charlotte answer me, come on answer me, I think it’s Frank, you know your boat driver, Brrring, Bring”, ” Hi, this is Charlotte”, I answer, my demanding know it all Blackberry is right, it is Frank, ” Hi it’s Frank, where do you want me to go”,  “where are you?”, I ask, as I am waving my arm, Frank sees me, ” pull into the dock, we will meet you”. Frank pulls up and ties up his fishing boat, he jumps onto the dock and grabs my outstretched hand, ” Hi, I’m Charlotte and this is my husband Jeff, thanks for being here and being up for the adventure today…and I am SO pleased you know the Boston Harbor well”, I say, Frank replies, ”  I don’t know the Harbor that well, I just moved from Alaska”. ” Oh Dear”, I think as I walk up the plank  to check in and get my race number.

Me and Frank Mazzulli, behind us Frank's fishing boat, it is perfect for the swim

 I go about checking in, there is a line of swimmers, all chatting about the upcoming dip…, ” what is the farthest you have swum?”, ” what temperature do you train in?”, ” what was your last race?”, all sorts of questions are coming my way, I quietly reply as accurately as I can…. my last big swim was last week, it was around 17 miles of swimming, the few swimmers listening look rather wide eyed, then the subject turns to water temperature,” have you been in water this cold?”, “well yes some”, I reply, I talk a little of the Irish waters in the 50s and then decide it might be best to keep quiet, and I do.

 Race numbers go on, mine is number 14, then I get handed a dive flag for the boat and a race number, it is a white flag with the number 14, off down the plank I go to bring the flags to Frank and Jeff.

Frank hoists the Dive Flag

  We load into the boat and begin to motor away from the South Boston Yacht Club, the other boats follow suit, what a pretty site as the sun is rising, we swimmers are preparing for battle.

Let's Motor, we leave the dock, next stop Boston Light House

 I am pleased about many things this morning but the  things I am most pleased about at the moment are:

1. That as we motor from the finish line to the start I will be able to study the landmarks in the harbor to look for during the swim

2. That during the 45 minute ride I can down some Advil, swallow my 500 mls of warm Maxim and stuff down the best part of my peanut butter sandwich, a busy little boat ride!

3. That I can share with Frank my plan of feeding every 30 minutes and which side I prefer the boat when I swim

 We head out towards the harbor weaving through the Boston Islands, I begin firing out my plan of attack to Frank, ” I like the boat on my right side, I feed every 30 minutes, it is great when the boat is right alongside me, tougher when it is in front, when I sprint I tend to pull left, don’t follow me I will adjust back to you”, as I am rattling away Frank has a ” and what are you going to do if that plan goes up the creek without a paddle”, look on his face, he politely says nothing, I slow my speech and say with a smile… ” of course that is just the plan and things rarely go to plan, as a backup we just roll with it”, his face relaxes, so does mine and I find out he was joking about just moving from Alaska, he knows these waters like the back of his hand, I like Frank and I trust him.

 Not only does Frank know the boat and the harbor well, he is also armed with the best tidbits of history about the area, he knows each and every island, Jeff and I are treated to a tour, that little pile of rocks used to be an island, legend has it that they gibbeted a pirate there and he cursed the island causing it to sink. How strange, pirates? Yes, Pirates, there were numerous pirates in the New England area, in some instances Pirates caught were gibbeted, this means they were hung in chains on an Island in a cage, sending a message to other wood be pirates, ” this is what awaits Pirates in the waters of Boston Harbor, BEWARE PIRATES BEWARE!”

 We motor on, throughout the journey Frank is pointing out the 8 Islands we will pass by on our course, and then we approach the Boston Light on Little Brewster Island, even from a distance the light house commands a presence, breathtaking…

Boston Light, even from a distance this little Island and light house commands a presence, it is mesmorizing

 

 One by one other boats begin to arrive, I glance at my watch 6:25am, time to grease up and apply another layer of sun lotion, I put my cap and goggles on, then sun lotion, finally Jeff smears me with lanolin, ” an extra hit on my neck please”, I request, during the Champlain swim the left side of my neck rubbed raw and I don’t want a repeat performance. All done and still 10 minutes to spare, I decide to down one of my feeds while I wait, I have already had the 500ml pre swim serving but figure I will slide down another 300 mls for good measure.

The boats congregate at Boston Light

 So now I wait, the 5 minute warning horn sounds, I complete on last check, ” oops I can’t believe I nearly forgot my earplugs”, I grab them out of my bag and push them into my ears, until last year I didn’t wear ear plugs,but once the cold water swimming started I found them to help reduce the heat loss in my head by keeping the cold water out of my ear canals, even if just by a bit… I found it to make a difference. Ear plugs in CHECK, READY TO JUMP.

Boston Light Swim 3,2,1, JUMP!

 SWIM, SWIM FAST

 All the boats are asked to move back parallel with Boston Light and the red buoy for the start, Frank is already there, a few boats edge back, there is a 50 to 75 yard gap between the first and last boat, we are the last, Greg talked about this during the race meeting,” unrealistic to line up over 20 boats side by side, jump in where you are, 50 yards is nothing over 8 miles”, all the same we are by far the last boat in the pack, Frank turns to me and says ” would you like me to move forward a bit?”, he edges forward a few yards and then the horn blasts and I am gone…OVERBOARD. ” Here goes”, I think as I hit the water, it feels GOOD.

SWIM SKINNY PENGIUN SWIM

 ” The current will be with you for the first mile or so”, said Greg in the race meeting, ” the water will be coldest at Boston Light and will get warmer when you near the shore”, ” the fastest swimmers will reach the bridge at around 1.5 hours”, ” tell you family and friends to come to the beach to cheer you in, swimmers will finish after 3.5 to 5 hours”. I have all the race information stored in my head, I have the pictures of the islands and the bridge in my head, I armed with all I need for a terrific swim. I pull hard with every stroke, long strong strokes, my body feels toasty warm, including my hands and feet, ” this is very good”, I say to myself, very quickly it becomes clear that I will have to do some weaving in and out of other swimmers and their support boats, we have been told that the swimmers and boats in front have the right of way, so I sight to lay out a clear path, a pick up of speed and I move past the swimmer in front, Frank and Jeff follow me, I am having fun, it is like being at a race track. Soon the pack starts to disperse and with that the boat wakes lessen, Jeff waves my feed bottle at me, it is time to eat, ” wow how can 30 minutes be up already’, I think to myself, I am in such a good rhythm I really don’t want to stop but I know keeping fueled is important, it will help keep my speed up and keep me warm. Down goes the Maxim, a quick gulp’n go, no talking and I am off.

Me and the tanker cohabitate in the harbor

 Off I swim once more, I can feel the speed due to the generous push of the current behind me, ” I have to maximise this as much as I can, as soon as I cross under the bridge there will be a cross current pushing me away off course, time to make hay while the sun shines”, I swim on, feed number 2 down, I am aware of boat wakes around me and a small chop in the water, but for the most part to Harbor is calm, “how lucky am I”, I feel grateful and peppy.

 THE BRIDGE

 1.5 Hours, my feed time once more and before me is the bridge, “this is very good”, I think, we have been warmed that the bridge is very shallow on the sides and the boats will not fit, they will need to leave their swimmers and motor under the third column out, swimmers are best to cut the corner tight and go under the first or second column. On I swim and edge closer to the bridge, Jeff and Frank motor away and I swim on ALONE. There is another swimmer up ahead, I set my sights on him and swim hard to catch him,” I am going to swim by him under the bridge”, I pull up parallel to swimmer and am ready to settle in but notice that he is cutting the island closer than I am comfortable with, I pull ahead and swim a little wider, a good thing too as I slice my fingers on the sharp rocks under the bridge, OUCH!

  Out I swim from under the bridge, I kick it up another notch, this is the cross current stretch and where  the commuter boats buzz to and from, on I swim, pull, pull, pull, breathe, pull, pull, pull, breathe, where are they, where is the boat, I feel vulnerable being unmanned, like a sitting duck, ready to be run down by the next boat. What I don’t see is that Jeff and Frank have me in their sights along with a strong presence of the police and coast guard, any time a boat comes in the direction the siren sounds and the load speaker blares out ” Swimmers in the water, stop your vessel”, I swim on oblivious to all the commotion. The one boat that does not head the caution is the lobster boat, they are pulling up their traps come hell of high water and they do, right by me, tossing the small lobsters back in….” think Charlotte could toss us a few in the boat?”, Frank says to Jeff, we all motor on.

 Feed number 4 is the “Potato Bomb”, true to form this homemade concoction pumps me up, I feel GREAT, I feel STRONG, I am going to make it, I can see myself feeling the sand on the bottom and striding up the beach to the finish line, I know I am going to make it. 2.5 Hours and I am already well past the 2 Islands nearest to the beach, I remember studying the map, 2 miles to shore from these 2 islands, that means I am less than about 1 to 1.5  miles from the finish, there is still plenty of gas in the tank, I imagine I am racing the 1500 meters in the New England Championships, long, steady, strong strokes….it’s all on. As I breathe to the side I see moored boats and yachts, close now, I want to look up in the worst possible way, ‘ head down and swim” I command my mind, ” Jeff’s getting my feed ready, must be close to 3 hours, maybe I’m not near the finish after all, maybe one quick peak, NO, head down and swim” I command myself again. Jeff signals a feed, I sight ” if I can see the orange finish buoys I ditch the feed and sprint HARD”, I raise my head slightly as I stroke, “YES,the finish, 500 meters maybe a 1000, GO, GO, GO, DRIVE, DETERMINATION….NOW!” I swim on, Frank looks excited that we are going for it. Pull, Pull, Pull, Breathe, Pull, Pull, pull, Breathe, past the buoys, turn towards the beach and there it is, that feeling of the sweet sand under my hands, the stand I had been visualizing in my head, YES!

 Not over yet I still have to get out of the water, often after hours in the water when you go to stand up your legs don’t quite want to respond to the instructions from your brain, today I get my feet under me and stand up first try, not bad, I clear the water and relax, everyone on the beach is shouting, Greg the race director shouts ” up here”, oops I don’t have to simply clear the water, this is a race with a finish line, RUN!”  Up the finish shoot I run, ” first women in”, I hear and my time, 3 hours, 6 minutes and 50 seconds, next thing I know there is a medal around my neck and I am being lined up for my finish photo, I smile ” CLICK. Check out the race photos here……. https://picasaweb.google.com/117623331366365790793/BLS2011?authkey=Gv1sRgCKHL7O7pqryA6QE&feat=email#slideshow/5640462403067850514

ON THE BEACH

 On the beach is a wonderful spread of drinks and snacks, I chat to the first finisher Matthew McKay, he swam in in a time of  2 hours, 41 minutes and 17 seconds , outstanding. Then I rinse off under the cold outdoor shower and cheer on the swimmers as they arrive on the beach. One by one the swimmers land, one relay team of 4 swimmers arrive together and put on an impressive show by swimming butterfly in for the last 20 yards, it looks rugged. I get to welcome in Dave, he is the swimmer who connected me with Frank, my boat driver, Frank and Dave’s driver are fishing buddies, I later hear from Jeff that they jockeyed back and forth during the swim…..” Hey where are you guys?’, Frank would ask, ‘ What are you doing back there, we are done”, he would joke, we weren’t done, Frank was just winding him up, ” hey we didn’t come out here for a boat tour you know, we are racing”, Frank would gab them again, the phone rings, it is Frank’s buddy ” what do we have to do to drive Charlotte next year?”, they all laughed.

Me and my new buddy Dave after the swim, Dave helped me find my driver, he has swum Boston Light 4 times he shared lots of valuable tips about the course with me, thanks Dave!

 There is one more story that made me laugh, after I jump in at the start of the race, Frank turns to Jeff and says ” now that she’s out of ear shot it’s safe to tell you my buddy pulled an eight foot shark out from here a few days ago”, if that made Jeff nervous, he didn’t show it,  he knows me I would have jumped in anyway, ” the only use I would be to a shark would be as a tooth pick”, I tell Jeff.

 The swimmers are all back except for one, and then we see the last swimmer, he stumbles up the beach like he is drunk, over the finish line and wrapped up in an emergency blanket,” the cold got him”, I think to myself. He is helped into a chair, I can see the involuntary shaking of his body and ashen color of his face, he looks awful, it looks very familiar, me less than one month ago, I know he will be OK, but all the same I feel for him.

 I visit with swimmers here and there and meet a terrific swimmer originally from Ireland, ” what  top rate people and place” I tell Moria, we chat about open water swimming and soon it is time to say farewell, ” I’ll just be a minute”, I say to Jeff and with that I dash off to thank Greg the race director and after that quietly over to the heroic last finisher who is still battling with his  hypothermia, ” Great job today, you were awesome, well done” , and with that we were gone.

Closing Thought:

 One who has heart has hope, one who has hope has everything

– Arabian Proverb

What’s Coming Up: Back to Vermont, recovery and then prepare for…..could it be another race? YES August 20th Lake Willoughby, Vermont 4.75 Miles in a narrow, deep Lake, how will the preparations go? I’ll keep you posted

Boston Light Swim 2011- Lessons in life and a little history

August 15, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

August 12th, 2011

   Up early today, it is time for another adventure, on the schedule today is packing up for the 2011 Boston Light Swim and driving down to Boston, Massachusetts for the race meeting at 4:00am. I am excited, I have recovered from the outing on Lake Champlain last week, had some great training swims in the Green River Reservior and a luxurious rest day yesterday, I am bright eyed bushy tailed and ready to go.

ON THE ROAD AGAIN….

 I am determined to make the packing ordeal a little smoother this time around, I have a head start from getting much completed yesterday, this morning all I need to do is coordinate FOOD (very important ) and some money to pay Frank our boat driver for piloting the swim. Our scheduled departure time is 10:30am in order to avoid the rush hour traffic in Boston, essentially get through the Boston tunnell BEFORE 3:00pm. All is going very well as I potter around the house taking care of final details….swim gear packed, overnight bag packed, hypothermia bag packed, this is to go on the boat, if I am deemed unfit to continue swimming by the crew, they are to wrap me up with the stuff from this bag, in the bag is a blanket,  towel, woollen socks, hat, sweater and warm pants, finally there is the food…a bag for today, a bag for after the swim tomorrow and a fishing pole to feed me from during the swim. All done with time to spare. Time for 30 minutes of stretching and foam roller to relax and release my muscles and then into the shower to freshen up, dressed and ready…… I still have 30 minutes to spare, BRILLIANT.

 Well, I spoke too soon, the GPS Jeff and I planned to use did not materialize, thoughts of trips to past swims loom back into my head…” time for Map Quest”,I declare, I settle in front of the computer and try to rush to print directions….BAD IDEA, a rushed computer is a defiant computer and today mine slows down to a snails pace, if it could snigger and sneer it would, the faster I try to navigate the screen the more it locks up. Finally I print out directions to the hotel, directions to the race meeting and finally directions from the race meeting to the hotel, yip all the bases covered and still a few minutes to spare. I hit print and close down the screen, the printer kicks in, GREAT…… da da da, dddd, da, da, da, ddd, is the sound as the printer kicks out the paper, it then proudly kicks out a DA DA, after the last page spits out, “TERRIFIC”, I say, I swipe up the papers and put them in my ” Boston Light Swim” folder, it is then I see there is very little on the pages, you guessed it, out of ink, “NOOOOO”, I shout. Nothing to do but pull all the maps back up and email them to my phone, which I do, all the while the  clock is ticking…”tick, tick, tick, enjoy the pending sit in the boston tunnel” says my watch, with an ” I told you so”, look on it’s face. What time did we leave….11:45am.

 Out of town we drive and I am not too happy about the late start, poor Jeff can sense the tension in the air, a few miles pass by and I decide to evaulate the current situation, what’s the worst that can happen….  I may miss the race meeting, the meeting is mandatory, if I miss it I may not be allowed to swim, OK, if that is the worst I can handle that, if I am not permitted to swim I can still go to the race start and finish and cheer on the other swimmers, while they are out in the harbor I can swim close to shore and at get a cold water training swim in. I give it another meander over in my mind….” you know what would be worse than not being able to race tomorrow? That would be not letting this stress that I have created go, how miserable to be in a bad mood and not enjoy this time with Jeff and this next swimming adventure on the horizon, only I have the power to release myself from this twister of negative emotion that I have allowed myself to get engulfed in over the last hour”, and with that I make a mental choice, ” Enough is enough”, I think to myself, ” MOVE ON”, and I do.

 So on we motor, there is a new calmness in the car, the traffic begins to thicken up as we approach the outskirts of Boston at 2:30pm, ” looks like we are going to squeak through Boston just before rush hour”, I say to Jeff, as soon as I utter the words a  line of traffic appears out of nowhere and it is long, strings of cars for as far as the eyes can see, we are in a traffic jam. 2:45pm comes and goes as does 3:00pm, we make it into the Boston tunnell and 30 minutes later edge out the other side, fortunatly our exit is one of the first, exit 15, we make it and are round the turnabout and driving up to the community centre along the beach front by 3:40pm.

 Jeff parks and we unwind our pretzel shaped bodies out of the car, ” I want to put my feet in”, I say to Jeff, I gather up the race notes and a bottle of water and we head over the road to the beach, ” I wonder what this will feel like, it’s been a month since I was in the cool waters of Ireland”, I say to myself, ” will my body remember?”, it does, in go my feet, ankle, knees, as much as I can without soaking my shorts, it feels great, ” welcome home”, my body says to my brain, when my senses feel the cool water, it feels NICE!

 Off the beach and in to the meeting, an empty room except for 2 or 3 others ( looks like we made it in time after all), 1 by 1 swimmers and race volunteers arrive, I check in and pick up my race bag, then over for a before photo, next up the race meeting held by director Greg O’Conner, he starts off a welcome and a congratulations…” Welcome and congratulations, it is an accomplishment just being accepted to the Boston Light swim, there are only 20 of you selected, well done! “What a lovely way to put all of us at ease”, I think.  Next Greg gives us some history of the Boston Light Swim, ” this is the granddaddy of Open Water swims, it is the oldest open water event in America, the first swim was held in 1907″, I listen intently honored to be a part of this historical swim, ” just think, where I swim tomorrow people have been swimming annually for the last one hundred and four years, AMAZING”

THE BOSTON LIGHT SWIM

The first documented swim took place in 1907. Over the history of the event the race course has changed, but Boston Light has always played a part. The modern swim starts in the water at the foot of Boston Light on Little Brewster Island, swimmers snake their way past the Harbor Islands and 8 miles later finish at the L Street Bathhouse in South Boston.

In 1907 during the Old Home Week celebration three men attempted the swim from the Charlestown Bridge to Boston Light. The event was a ten mile race from Charlestown Bridge, east of Governor’s Island, west of Long Island, west of George’s Island, and finishing at Little Brewster Island where the nation’s first lighthouse was built in 1716. Samuel Richards and Commodore Alfred Brown dropped out while Louis Jacot went on to win the race.

On 30 July 1908 on Boston’s Revere Beach, Annette Kellerman plunged into the ocean determined to swim to and from the Boston Light. She gave up just yards short of the thirteen-mile finish, prompting a Boston Post reporter to proclaim: ‘Annette’s wonderful swim was far from being a disgrace’. It was one year earlier that Kellerman was arrested on a Boston beach for wearing a men’s one-piece swimsuit: the publicity helped to relax laws relating to women’s swimwear.

Annette Kellerman 1908, was pulled from the water close to Boston Light

Earlier that year Kellerman had been arrested for wearing her bathing suit on a Boston Beach

In 1909, Austrian Alois Anderle completed the Boston Lighthouse Marathon Swim. He started out with eight others following the same rout as the 1907 event. Anderle completed the last half mile in a severe thunderstorm with a time of 5:38. He was later disqualified for walking across an exposed sandbar at Nix’s Crag. The next year, 15 year old Rose Pitonof won the race with a time of 6 hours and 50 minutes. She was the first woman to compete the event. Her record stood for several years.

Rose Pitonof in 1909 sports a mens bathing suit, it looks remarkabably similar to the recently banned technical swim suits with full coverage over the toso and legs, Rose was well ahead of her time

What a history, I am in awe of  the courage and strength of these pioneer swimmers, imagine going against the current of what is “proper” and taking the plunge into the ocean water.

Source: The Boston Light Swim Website www.bostonswim.org

BOSTON LIGHT

 Not only is the swim old, Greg tells us, but so is the light house, it is the oldest light house in Amercia first built in 1716 , it’s is also the last actively manned light house, ” what a fascinating place”, I think, I want to know more about this historical Brewster Ilsland and the light house that occuppies it, so I go on the hunt to find out more, here is what I uncover….

 Boston Light is located on Littlle Brewster Island, located in Boston Harbor, the first lighthouse to be built on the site dates back to 1716, the current lighthouse dates from 1783, and is the second oldest working lighthouse in the US

1879 Morning off Boston Light by Clement Drew

The first keeper, George Worthlake was paid  £50 a year, in 1718 he and his wife and daughter, with two men, were drowned when the lighthouse boat capsized as they were returning to the island from Boston. Young Benjamin Franklin, then a printer in Boston, wrote a ballad about the incident entitled “Lighthouse Tragedy”.

The pay of Keeper John Hayes was raised to £70 in 1718, in 1719 he asked “That a great Gun may be placed on Said Island to answer Ships in a Fogg” and one was supplied, these days the fog signal is 1 horn blast every 30 seconds.

In 1774 the British took over the island and in 1775 the harbor was blocked and the lighthouse became useless.  When the British left Boston, March 17, 1776, a number of their ships remained  in the harbor. Before sailing away, the British sent a boat ashore at Boston Light and left a time charge which blew up the lighthouse.

In 1783 a new lighthouse was built at a cost of  £1,450, this is the lighthouse that still stands today, when it was built it was 75 feet high( in 1856 the height of the tower was raised to 98 feet) and the octagonal lantern was 15 feet high and 8 feet wide. 

While Captain Tobias Cook of Cohasset was keeper in 1844 a “Spanish” cigar factory was set up on the island, with young girls brought from Boston to work in it, in an effort to deceive Boston smokers that the cigars manufactured there were imported. This business was soon broken up, however, as a fraud.

 Then there were the ship wrecks, the Maritana in 1861, after 38 days sailing from Liverpool the Captain rain into heavy seas, he approached Boston in a blinding snow storm, sighted Boston Light, headed for it but crashed on shag rocks soon after, the ship slit in two crushing the captain, fragments of wreckage came ashore both sides of Little Brewster Island. In 1882 Fanny Pike went ashore on Shag Rocks also the light keeper Thomas Bates rowed out and rescued the crew.

 What a history and this is a mere snippet, I am more excited than ever to swim from this light house that has seen so much history unfold, I suspect there is more history to uncover.

THE MEETING WRAPS UP

 The meeting moves on, “time to talk about safety”, says Greg, he continues to talk, “now don’t let the light house harbor buoy reading fool you, it may say 66 degrees now, over night it could shift to 58 degrees, it will be cold, you will get hypothermia and some of you will not finish the swim”,  “OK, no sugar coating there”, I think, I decide that tomorrow I will use speed and a good effort combined, “the faster I swim, the less time I will be in the water and the harder I work the warmer I will be able to keep my body”, done I decide, that is my race strategy, I am no longer racing others tomorrow, I am racing the elements. Greg concludes with the logistics of the course and the meeting times for the morning. With  the meeting is over, Jeff and I check out the dock where we will meet Frank our pilot at 5:15am tomorrow , we then head to the car, we are both hungry and ready to relax at the Hotel, the directions say 2.2 miles distance, ” that won’t take long, will it”, I say to Jeff, and that is the second time I have made a grossly inaccurate statement today!

 We get in the car at 5:00pm, there is traffic everywhere, the directions seems to say something like…” well continue on the road you are on, swerve left, then go slightly left, turn right at the street with no street name, be carefull it doesn’t really look like a street, drive straight for a bit, and you’ll see the hotel, CAN’T MISS IT” Well we did miss it and earned ourselves the prize of another trip through the dreaded Boston Tunnel, 1 hour and 45 minutes goes by, ” I need gas and to get out of this car”, announces Jeff, as I turn to look at his face I see a big pulsing vein in the side of his neck, ” Yes, what a good idea, why don’t you hop out of the car for a bit”, I reply, with that Jeff gets gas, he gets back in the car and we look at each other with a grin, ” let’s buy a GPS right now”, I say, “there’s a best buy right over there”, “right”, he says and guns it for the Best Buy, frightened shoppers scattering out of his way, ” I’ll wait in the car”, I say. A few minutes later he returns and thrusts the GPS in my lap, ” need directions?”, he asks, ” nope, I”m going to learn by doing”, I reply. I get the City, State , Street name and address in but the wretched thing will  not accept the zip code, I stubbornly persist and after the 4th attempt it takes….”Calculating Route”, our new GPS friend says,” continue to frontage road”, she says, “where is frontage road”, Jeff and I say together, we drive through the parking lot, turn right, round a corner…still no frontage road, we have been driving atleast 30 seconds come on lady, show us some love, then BING, you’ve reached your final destination, I slump forward in my seat and HOWL with laughter, so hard that my tummy muscles ache from the constant muscular contraction, after the laughing eases off I look to my right, there is the hotel, like a lake in a dessert, while I was programming the GPS, the hotel was right there, just behind the fence all along  next door to the Best Buy, all we had to do was LOOK UP.

Time for that pre swim fuel...you guessed it STEAK and a generous serving of it!

 We get check in, unpack and grab a steak dinner, my pre swim favourite, all through dinner we laugh at the comedy of our trip down to Boston, what a laugh it was indeed. Back in the room I go about the final details of my gear and at 9pm roll out my Yoga mat for 30 minutes of Yoga to untwist my pretzel body from all those hours folded up in the car, then into bed, I read for a bit, then set my alarm for 3:45am, lights out at 10:00pm, I am excited at the thought starting my swim at the foot of the Boston Light house and weaving in and out of the Boston Harbor Islands as I make my way to the South Boston Beach.

Will I fear better than those poor crew wrecked at sea in the 1800s, I’ll keep you posted.

Closing Thought:

The real way to enjoy life is as a participant

Lake Champlain, from Vermont to New York and Back

August 10, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Thursday August 4th, 2011

Today’s Goal: A 2 way crossing of Lake Champlain, Vermont USA

See Television report of today’s swim here: http://www.wcax.com/story/15213433/why-swimming-across-lake-champlain-is-just-training-for-1-woman?redirected=true

PACKING UP

 I wake after a restless night, one of those nights where your body and mind are on the edge and can’t settle down, like a lion or a tiger laying in wait watching it’s prey, ready to pounce with the blink of an eye, patiently waiting for right time to ” let it rip”. That is me, I am on edge this morning, there are still many details to get in place before I meet the crew in Stowe at 11:00am for our 11:15am departure. 

 Things on my list before 11:00am include a final gear check , preparing 18 servings of Maxim my carbohydrate drink , packing the “potato bomb’ and the little treats I might crave in the thick of the swim. Other jobs, packing a cooler of extra food for those on board and loading 48 cases of water, a fishing rod and white board all into the car, zipping out to subway to buy sandwiches for the captain and first mate and finally 30 minutes of Yoga to calm me and get my body “performance zone ready” PHEW.

 Time seems to disappear before my eyes, like I am looking at an hour glass during the last few minutes when just a few grains of sand are slipping through in a fleeting kind of way, my cortisol levels begin to rise, ” how am I going to get this all done in time”, I think to myself,  “RELAX”, I command my brain, ” they are not going to start the swim without you today”, so, I relax, but still dash around the house  getting everything together. Mixing the feeds takes much longer than I anticipate, I mix 18 servings and pour them all into a gallon container ready for my crew to mix with either cold or hot water, each of my bottles I tape with duct tape so the crew will know how much feed to put in, Deb gave me some fun colored Duct Tape yesterday and I am thrilled to mark my bottles with the fun bright colors.

  Finally I lug all the supplies out to the driveway and set it down beside the car for my husband Jeff to pack, one large cooler packed with a selection of cheeses, ham, rolls, crackers, grapes, hot chocolate, coffee, almonds and cups. Then a large plastic bin full of my feeds, two 24 packs of water, a large white board and erasable markers, a fishing rod to swing my feeds to me, a large bag with all my after swim clothes, 2 towels and a large blanket and finally my swim bag containing all my goggles, caps, ear plugs, grease, sun lotion, Advil and my miniature Mini Mouse, recently I have been bringing her to all my big swims, she makes me laugh, what a pile of stuff! After I lug it all out I make a mental note, ” might be a good idea not to lug around heavy stuff before you swim next time”.

 Next up is Yoga, I force myself to slow down and stretch out, it feels good and my breath calms me, into the shower to rinse off,  then I pull on my TYR Black one piece suit, ” this is it”, I think to myself.

GIRL’S GOTTA EAT

 10:15am, time to get some food in me, poached eggs on toast, hot tea and to finish I slosh down a good amount of water. I still have to hit subway, but first  make some sandwiches for the road, ham, avocado, lettuce and hummus , 2 peanut butter sandwiches and almonds, next up a sandwich for my husband Jeff. ” Hi I’m back”, Jeff says as he rolls in the front door, it is 10:25am, he has just got back from driving our son Soeren to an overnight tennis camp, a 2 hour round trip, ” sandwich on the counter for you” I say, Jeff goes about mixing up my Potato Bomb feed while I nip out to pickup subway sandwiches for Captain Craig and his wife Donna.

 10:50am the car is packed, we leap in and are off to meet the rest of the crew. It is a beautiful day, the skies are clear, the news forecast this morning reports light winds with no sight of thunder storms, excellent. One by one the crew gathers, here who is present…

MEET THE CREW 

 
 
 
 

The Crew, I am in the front row in the light blue shorts and blue tank top

 

Solo Crew: Jeff Brynn, Deb Beier

The Relay Team:Paula Yankauskas, Jennifer Kimmick, Cara Hancy

The Relay Crew: Cynthia Needham, Valerie Yankauskas

Crew to Captain Communicator: Rachel Haskins

Body/ Energy Work Therapist: Kate Graves

TIME TO HIT THE ROAD

 We squeeze into 3 cars and set off , 9 of us, all our gear and Cynthia’s open top Kayak, at 12:40pm we arrive at the Point Bay Marina in Charlotte, cars unloaded, Captain located and the boat loaded. Meanwhile our local news station WCAX Channel 3 news arrive for an interview, Ian Oliver and a news photographer introduce themselves, they ask about today’s swim and the English Channel, they are super nice, ” could we take a shot of you greasing up”, ” sure thing I reply” , and with that  I reach for the grease, pass it to Deb, who smears it under my suit straps and the back of my neck. 

" The Mighty Fine, Charlotte, VT", I arrive to see my name on the back of the boat, what a welcome!"

 Time to leave the Charlotte Marina, we say farewell to the news crew and Captain Craig gathers us on deck  together to go over some boat ground rules, finally he says ” one hour and 30 minutes to our drop point”, I glance at my watch 1:20pm, that puts us 2:50pm arrival time at the earliest, we are late already, I planned to begin the swim at 2:30pm and I feel badly for the people who have kindly gathered at the beach to send me off,  I now have to make a mental decision, ” I need to let go of time”, I use twitter to send news of our  new  arrival time and then take off my watch and focus on eating some food, drinking water and a pre swim brew of maxim.

Captain Craig motors to our "Jump Location"

 Captain Craig’s boat is a 39 foot vessel, it is well equipped and comfortable with a deck upstairs, a main cabin and down below a shower, toilet and bedroom, I settle in on the back of the boat gazing out to the lake, ” where did those white horses come from?” I quiz myself with the question, ” looks like good training for waves today” I think to myself.

Some welcoming waves

 Paula and I are both getting ready, she is swimming the first leg of the relay, Deb has covered me in sun lotion, in fact it looks like I have been dunked in a tin of white paint, I pull on an old T Shirt, (actually it’s not old…it’s Jeff’s, shhh he doesn’t know yet) and go about trying not to touch anything on Captain Craig’s boat ” The Mighty Fine”.

 ” 10 minutes to go”, shouts the crew, the boat starts to slow down and I go up top to see the beach, “hmm” no one there, we just received a call saying their was a group of people on the beach waiting including my daughter and Jeff’s parents, ” can we motor to the next beach, there are people waiting to send us off”, I gingerly ask Captain Craig, I am kicking myself for not bringing the map of our intended start location, the boat motors off we round a rocky point and there is Heidi, she is clear on top of a rocky point with her grand parents and some other onlookers, it is OakledgePark. The boat stops, ” where should I land”, I ask the Captain, he points a rock ledge right below Heidi, with that I return to the back of the boat and JUMP, Paula jumps too.

 SWIM TO LAND

 
 
 
 
 
 

That rock's a slippery little sucker

 

  Paula and I swim to shore, I see the rock slab, the waves crash me right on top of it, ” that was easy“, I say to myself, I speak too soon, the rocks are slick with green moss, I slip right back down again, I  reach my hands out to pull myself up again and once more slide right off, I spy a narrow ledge jutting out of the smooth rock and latch on to it with one arm, then  heave myself toward the dry rock, still no progress, a kind fellow leans forward towards me, ” take my hand”, he says, ” no I can’t “,I reply, “take my hand”, he says again, ” I can’t”, I reply again, then he reaches down further, “then take my forearm?”, I say no once more as I finally pull myself up, ” thanks for offering to help” I say and with that turn to Heidi who is just paces away ” I love you Heidi”, I shout, “I love you Mom’, she replies,” if this is how far I go today it was all worth it to see Heidi right now”, I think as I gaze lovingly at her, I adore Heidi. Then I turn, slide off the rock and am off, ” this is it”, I think for the second time today.

SWIM SWIM SWIM

  My body kicks into action, my MIND kicks into action, ” time to survey the scene”, I think to myself, I have already decided that I want to swim the first hour strong, the waves are bigger than I anticipated, “what happened to the 1 ft waves I was told about earlier”, I mutter. We make it to the boat and I pull alongside, nice and close, I check out my view for the next 10 plus hours, on the back of the boat is her name  ” The Mighty Fine, Charlotte, VT”, “look at that”, I think, “mighty nice of them to write my name on the back of the boat”, I chuckle underwater. The boat is pulling ahead of me and then dropping back, I knew this would happen, Captain Craig and I have spoke of the potential problem he will have motoring by me today, the slowest he can motor is 3 miles per hour, I will be swimming at 3.5 – 4 km per hour.

ADAPTABILITY TO ANY SITUATION

 
 
 
 
 
 

Attitude Swimming...Swim Kiwi Swim

 

 Time goes by, I am still thinking about the waves,  the crew writes my 20 minute stroke count on the white board, 66 and some other words which I can’t make out, ” how annoying, what are they trying to tell me?”, I think. Then I focus again on the boat, ” I wish I had paid more attention to what color shirts everyone was wearing so I could tell who is who, they look flustered right now, what is going on, WHAT IS GOING ON! Hey the water is really murky, I can’t see Paula, I can’t see Paula, WHERE IS SHE,IS SHE OK, IS SHE EVEN THERE?”, so many thoughts racing around my head, all of a sudden I stop short, well I don’t stop swimming that keeps going, rather I give my mind a swift hard slap in the face, a kick in the pants so to speak…WHAT ARE YOU DOING, GET A GRIP, SHUT UP AND SWIM!

 I give myself a bit of a pep talk, the long and the short of it goes like this…” making the best of things is your only option, do it, swim with…….SELF CONTROL, ALERTNESS, INIATIVE and INTENTNESS

Self Control: Keep your emotions under control and the delicate balance between mind and body in check

Alertness: Be quick to spot a weakness and correct it

Initiative: Keep that desire to excel alive and strong

Intentness: Resist the temptation for negative thoughts and stay within your course, concentrate on your goal, swimming from Vermont to New York and back.

 Yip, you got it I gave myself a good hard talking to BEFORE things got out of control, with that my thoughts shifted to the following:

~ “the bigger waves and swell are going to provide great practice for the Channel, I am lucky to swim in these conditions today”

~ “the sun is out, what an outstanding day”

~ “the water is 70 degrees, toasty compared to Ireland”

~ “my stroke feels strong and powerful”

~ “the boat is leaving, they must be picking up Paula, I know she will come back in later and ace it”

~ “I have the best crew each and every one of them is so talented, how lucky an I”

BOAT LEAVES

 
 
 
 
 

Swimming Solo

 

 Yes, the boat does  leave and I am swimming alone, long strokes, just keep swimming, it will catch up I tell myself and I smile, just like I was taught to in Ireland. Well it works a charm, wouldn’t you know it next thing I know there is my husband Jeff right alongside me in Cynthia’s bright yellow cheerful kayak, his grin is longer than the length of the boat, I am thrilled to see him,” what fun”, I think, and shortly after there is Jenn swimming alongside me, we are off, I have settled into a rhythm and knocked out a couple of feeds each feed under 20 seconds, today we are using Cynthia’s surf rod with kite board string to lower down my feed bottle, Deb has drilled 2 holes in the lid so it lowers down upright. It is really fun to have the chance to feed off the big boat, but I notice that I am getting hungry, UH OH!

Channel 2 News comes by to film our Lake Champlain 2 way crossing attempt

HOW COULD I BE HUNGRY ALREADY? 

I can’t believe I could be hungry, in the last 4 days I have been eating full time and tapering down, that means little to no activity, I have gained 5 pounds in those 4 days and it I feels like there are a few big bricks in my belly, I know this will ease as I get into the swim and most likely my body will churn up a good amount of that extra fat towards the end of the swim, after 7-8 hours I have read  that my body will begin to metabolise fat and during that shift many swimmers experience a ” dark period”, some get very down, slow and some hostile, I’ve read of some swimmers firing awful curses at their crew. I wonder what 7-8 hours will be like for me tonight and my crew.

 1.5 Hours down and I am HUNGARY, “I need stronger feeds”, I tell the crew and swim on dreaming of my next feed ” The Potato Bomb”, this is the one Jeff made for me this morning, it is a blended brew of boiled sweet potatoes, bananas and orange juice, I spend the next 30 minutes drooling, I CAN’T WAIT, 2 hours is up, I swim in for a feed, swipe the cup and tip my head back, the sweet brew slides down slow, today it is a bit thick, I shake the last bit out, drop the feed cup and swim off, “hmmmm much better”. I feel a new surge of energy, the stuff is amazing, I settle straight back into my automatic pilot pace, long, strong strokes with a good underwater pull, I am having to earn it in the waves today. The 2.5 hour arrives  I have long past Juniper Island, I could tell I was there because it got very shallow, I could see the bottom, I like looking at the rocks, the weeds swaying and a few little fish, darting around, ” they  look like they are late for something”, I think as I watch them dash off. Soon after the water temperature drops, I knew then I was in the middle deep part of the Lake, ” in these very waters English ships battled American ships in the 1700’s, I wonder if they ever thought someone could swim across this lake back then?”, I imagine the battle and the finality of a soldier going over board back in those days, Captain Craigs booming voice brings me back to reality as I am downing my 300 mls of Maxim, ” 2 miles to New York”, he bellows, WOW, how exciting “I think,” how could I be that close already” I kick it in to the next gear and start powering in towards New York, 30 minutes passes, another feed, my brain starts calculating, I should be just swimming, but NO, my brain is barking projections, OK 2 miles takes you less than 1 hour, that puts you in before the 3.5 hour feed”, “seems pretty fast for the crossing, could that be right”, I think, then decide ” to heck with it, I’ll take it”. So I swim hard, must be close to my 3.5  hour feed AND to land, maybe just a peek….I lift my head and land is not there, ” what the heck”, I mutter and put my head down and swim. Yip you guessed it, time for another little meeting with my mind, ” OK they have either told you it is closer than it is to just get you to swim faster, or they are swimming you to Brown’s Point, NY, it is further than WillsboroPoint and if that is the case that is GREAT you will get a longer swim today. With that I continue to swim, 3.5 hour feed comes and goes, I edge close to the 4 hour feed time and notice Jeff and the crew on the boat pointing, ” they must be figuring out my landing spot” I think, they are and with that I swim in towards a rock wall, I am EXCITED.

A NEW YORK MINUTE

  I see rocks below me and the Zebra Muscles I have been warned off, ” they are sharp and will cut your feet up’, Captain Craig had said earlier, ” just touch with your hands and go’. I am having none of that, I am heaving myself out, putting rocks between me and the water and then getting back in. There is a rock ledge under me covered in Zebra mussels, I carefully slink over it, it gets deep again, I take a few strokes then test the mussels with my hands, SHARP FOR SURE, I slowly and tentatively scale from rock to rock and finally I am up, WAHOO!

 “New York is great for a visit, but I love Vermont“, I say  out loud and with that I sit down on my bottom and go about edging back into the water without slicing open my bottom and thighs, ” made it”, off for the return leg, I AM COLD.

ALL ABOARD NEW YORK TO VERMONT

Let's get this show on the road...BACK TO VERMONT

 I know I have to swim hard to warm up, the sun is setting, the air temperature is forecast to drop to the 50’s, I don’t know what it will feel like swimming at night and if my arch enemy “the cold “will creep in.

Tick, tick, tick, the sun is soon to set

 A few 100 meters and I swim in for a feed, a quick tip of the cup the maxim is gone and I am off with Cara swimming alongside me, Cara is a new mum, she delivered baby Aurora just over 8 weeks ago, she trained up until the week she delivered and what a monumental effort that she is out here today with me, no lying at home napping with new baby for Cara, she is pounding out the miles in Lake Champlain, what a playful dolphin she is, I can always tell who is in the water by me, partly due to the fins each one is wearing and partly by the energy each one brings to the water. There is Paula, commitment, focus, amazing attention to detail, when I am around Paula I know the job will get done, she reliable with tremendous integrity, then there is Jenn, strong, commanding, considerate, such a capable person and swimmer, I know Jenn does not enjoy the prospect of ” what’s lurking below”, yet she unselfishly doesn’t dwell on it, or show it  in her body language and energy, she swims alongside me like a steady ocean liner, I am grateful these 3  outstanding individuals have agreed to commit to the training to be here today and to volunteer this time to be away from their work, families and day to day commitments. As I am thinking of this talented relay team the sun begins to drop further and there it is a slither of moon framed by the bright red sky, what a sunset.

Stunning sunset with a slither of a moon

 DARKNESS COMES

 
 
 
 
 

Soon it will be pitch black, darkness is moments away

 

 The sun is gone and the moon takes over, I never dreamed it would have this effect on me, it radiates both warmth and calm, the wind has picked up again which suprises me, ” I thought the lake calmed when the sun went down”, yes, you guesssed it, time for me to instruct my mind to steer away from creating expectations, enjoy the moment and I do, the darkenss does not creep in, it is like someone flicked a switch, dusk, dusk, dusk, dusk……BAM DARK, PITCH BLACK.

  The boat looks like a carnival ship, it seems like there are lights everywhere, I read a few months back from a Channel swimmer that they asked their crew to wear head lamps so she knew someone was watching her swim, I thought that was a grand idea and suggested it to EVERYONE on the boat, well now that I am looking at it, it doesn’t seem like such a good idea for me tonight, the lights are every where moving here and there, in and out, up and down, I am exhausted just watching, it is confusing. I decide not to focus on them and hone in one the blue light on the kayak, it is pretty, I like the blue light. It takes me a bit to figue out how close the blue light is to me, ” so this is it swimming at night”, I look around and survey the scene in my new DARK conditions, ” the moon is luminous, I LOVE IT”, “the water and sky are black, IT IS CALMING”, ” I can see the boat”, ” I feel WARM”, ” the water feels the same”, ” I still feel strong”, with all the information collected and send to my mind time to evaluate…..”THIS IS MAGICAL, I FEEL CALM, I AM GOING TO BE OK, I’VE GOT THIS” and with that I swim, swim , swim.

 30 MINUTES TAKES FOREVER

 When I left landed at New York I knew I had swum for around 4 hours, when I got back in I thought ” well you just swam over, that means you can swim the distance from Vermont to New York , you’ve done that before all you have to do now is do it again, you can do this, 4 to 4.5 hours of swimming and every stroke you take gets you closer, let’s go one stroke at a time” , so that is what I am doing one stroke at a time, each feed, I tell myself ‘ now there is only 3.5 hours to go, next feed is in 30 minutes and then there is only 3 or so hours to go, once I get down to only 3 hours to go I begin to think of my training swim 2 weeks ago, it was 3 hours long, I imagine the friendly sunny course I took at the Green River Reservoir, ” this is nothing, 3 hours I can do that” and I swim on, then at my next feed I hear that booming voice ” 5.5 miles to go”, WAHOO, I cheer to myself, finish my feed and go about pulling hard with each stroke, then it happens AHHHHH (that is ah in a bad way), there is a sharp stabbing pain in my upper back on the left side, it stops and then another stab starts as I pull with my left arm, “WOW that hurts”, I back off my stroke slightly, it does not ease, I keep swimming, the 30 minutes until my next feeds takes what seems like forever, I try swimming closer to the boat and looking hungry, it doesn’t work the boat just keeps motoring on, I try swimming closer to the kayak looking sad, it doesn’t work the kayak keeps paddling on, SO I decide to sing a jolly song, one that is easy to remember the words…here’s what pops into my head:

Ten Green bottles hanging on the wall, ten Green bottles hanging on the wall and if 1 Green bottle should accidentally FAAAALLLLLLLL, there’ll be nine green bottles hanging on the wall

Nine Green bottles hanging on the wall, nine Green bottles hanging on the wall and if ONE Green bottle should accidentally FAAAALLLLLLLL, there’ll be eight green bottles hanging on the wall

 I make it down to 7 bottles on the wall then I see pink lights moving up and down alongside the boat, ” YES”, that is my feed cup on the end of the fishing pole, I am SO excited”, I swim in and swipe the cup, ” I need Advil at the next feed”, then gulp ‘n go, “4.5 miles to go”, booms the Captains voice, I am excited, “I can swim 4.5 miles and at the next feed it will be 3.5 miles, let’s go, let’s go, LET’S GO”, my mind is busy calculating, ” in the Channel I won’t be able to calculate like this, things out of my control could and most likely will change things, just swim, just swim.

 PAIN, PAIN GO AWAY

 The pain in my back has not subsided it has been hanging with me for the last mile and is showing no signs of letting go, ” NO CHOICE BUT TO EMBRACE THE PAIN”, my mental training kicks in, ” I feel great, just look how warm and toasty my feet are, my hands are not clawing up, all cylinders are firing, enjoy the ride”, I do,  I pick up my pace and swim on, so I swim and sing my 10 green bottles hanging on the wall song, I get to 5 green bottles hanging on the wall and then have a thought” hey did I sing 5 already”, I can’t remember, if in doubt start over, so I do and after numerous do overs I reach zero and it is time to feed again” 3.5 miles to go”, the Captain yells, I down my feed, I am off again and wouldn’t you know it the dagger pain in my shoulder POOF, vanished.

 The next 30 minutes races by, I am excited as at the end of this 30 minute segment there is sure to be less than 3 miles to swim, that is the just a little over the distance to swim my little Italy training swim, ” you swim this all the time”, I say to myself. So on and on I go, swimming the top possible pace that I can maintain, the pink light jiggles up and down, time for a feed once more, I swim alongside the boat and yank the feed cup up to my lips, even before I chug I can smell it, it is AWFUL, ” boy, I must be losing it because this smells APPAULING”, I drink, then gag, drink, then gag, gag, then drink, my feed takes a long time to get down, I want to toss the bottle aside unfinished,but can’t all I can hear are Ned’s words in my head, ” finish your feed”, he told me time and time again of stories of those who lost there fuel to the sea who later crashed, running out of fuel, ” not me, not tonight”, I force it down, like it was waste in a garbage disposal that doesn’t quite fit and you have to ram it down with a wooden spoon, YUCK. I put my head down and swim, throw up and swallow it back down and am off, as I am starting to swim ” 2.6 miles to go”, bellows Captain Craig, I pick up my pace once more.

 During my last feed I was mesmerized by the beauty and festivity of the lights of Burlington Vermont, it seems as if Burlington has lit up the skies for me to welcome me home, a dazzling display that says ” Swim , this way SWIM, follow the yellow brick road”. I excitedly stroke down the yellow brick road in my mind. When I started this swim it seemed so foreign,  like when you get on a plane to fly from one country to another, particularly if it is an overnight flight, you board the aircraft, everything is unfamiliar, you settle into your seat, take in your surroundings and who is sitting near you, you stack your magazine or book, set up your water or preferred drink, maybe some snacks, scope out a pillow and a blanket and then sit and wait for take off, the plane takes off and hours go by, you have dinner, the lights go out and many in the plane sleep, some watch a movie, later in the flight the lights go on and breakfast is served, then the crew begin to talk of landing, you begin to pack away all your stuff, thump thump, you touch down in another country, a different time zone and the aircraft is taxing to the gate, it is nearly time for you to get off, this small space has become YOUR familiar small space over the course of your flight and now you have to leave this space and move on to a new unfamilar space, an unknowen, in some weird way this little area has become yours and  you don’t even know how, but it has, this is where I am now, this swim and Lake Champlain is my small space in the plane, it took me a bit to adjust, once I did I settled in and made the best of it, me and the Lake are getting on just fine, it feels bittersweet that it is coming time to depart from my new small space Lake Champlain.

 THE FINAL FEED

 The lights are close, I can sense we are closing in, I swim in for a feed, I tip up the cup, the smell and taste is even more putrid than before, I tip it up and swallow, just miserable, I try again and again, ” .8 miles to go”, Captain Craig shouts down, I love his voice and have come to listen for it, with that I drop the feed and shout to the boat, ” LET’S DO THIS”, I swim off HARD. Visions of sprinting to France are in my head, my training in Ireland of sprinting the end of every swim are ingrained in my mind and body, DRIVE, DETERMINATION, NOW!

 My body feels strong, I feel excited, it all comes down to right now. ” I wonder if there is a boat moored?, ” I suppose hitting it will tell me where not to point”, I swim on, if I hit one so be it, I don’t care I am gunning it for shore, I see the cove, I see a light, I swim even stronger, stroke, stroke, stroke, breathe, stroke, stroke, stroke, breathe,my shoulders are burning, my abdominals are on fire and I am not slowing down, then I feel something under my hands, it is land, I made it, but not until I stand up, there is a man holding a bright light on the beach, I try to stand and wince as I feel my feet sliced open, the rocks are sharp and I crumple back down into the water, ” I can’t help you”, says the man, I try to stand again, this time a sharp pain in the toe, I fall again, ” that’s it, I am going to slide up on my belly”, I think to myself, ” I can’t be helping you at all”, says the man again, ” I can’t help, I can’t help”, I hear it over and over, ” Mate, I have just swum to New York and back to Vermont, pigs will fly before I ask you to help me out”, I think to myself with a sly grin on my face and with that I stand, and shout and thrust my arms up into the black of the night, the relay swimmers swim in, we all jump for joy and clasp each other tight, it is a celebration, and as for the man with the light, it is Cara’s dad Art, thanks for being there Art, the light to swim into was the best, as for the commentary, let’s just say we’ll talk…

 BACK TO THE BOAT

  Paula, Jenn, Cara and I swim  back to the boat, they are just the best, insisting that I board the boat first, on I go, Deb wraps me in a towel and blanket, Donna is signaling me into the main cabin, I look down and see the light colored carpet, ” Donna, my feet are bleeding, I don’t want to trash your carpet”, she insists it is not a worry and I walk in and sit, not too long after I have the luxury of a shower, Deb comes with me, I turn on the faucets and the water dribbles out, ” she’ll be right”, I say to Deb, “no”, says Deb it must be able to do more than that, she fetches Donna, who talks me through instructions, with the shower powering I wash off the grease, I look down and see the water in the bottom of the shower is tinged red with blood, ” worth every cut”, I think to myself. Then out and dry clothes on and back up to the cabin, I AM PLEASED.

 Not time to sit down yet, I can’t wait to go and give each and every one of my crew a hug, “thank you so much, you were great”, and the relay, ” you are amazing thank you for being here tonight”, then we sit and dig into the after swim snack bag, I am not hungry but enjoy a few little treats of mint chocolate, I think I want a ham sandwich which Deb kindly makes, a mouse sized bite is the best I can manage, sorry Deb.

MOTOR ON HOME

 
 
 

The Relay Team savors the moment, left to right Jennifer Kimmick, Paula Yankauskas and Cara Hancy

 

 We go about motoring back to the Point Bay Marina, it is a magical night, I enjoy hearing the chatter of all that happened on the boat over the 8 hours 30 minutes and 49 seconds while I was in the water, I look around the faces on deck fondly, I see and feel their excitement and I am pleased, what a wonderful adventure. I recall snapshots of them all during the day and night, Deb feeding me and a stretch in the Kayak, my loving husband Jeff out in the kayak for so many hours, Cynthia, Valerie who tended to the relay team, Cynthia also helping with my feeds and updating on twitter, Valerie taking photos, Rachel’s sharp focus communicating to the Captain when a feed time was nearing and capturing some moving video footage and photos, Kate anchored on the deck, powerfully channeling to me while I am in the water, Donna the first mate supporting all and last but not least Captain Craig, the willing party in piloting this uncharted territory, I soon honed in on his strong voice, it was like a beacon to me out there, oh and was I losing my taste buds, no that was from a few of my feeds being nuked in the microwave, nuked plastic and Maxim, DISGUSTING, Deb called it ” Nuke Puke”, we laughed.

 Here are the official results

First 2 way Crossing of Lake Champlain Vermont- New York- Vermont

Start Time: 3:24pm from Oakledge Park

Landed in New York at Browns Point at 7:25pm

Finish Time: 11:54pm at Red Rock

Swim Time: 8 Hours, 30 minutes and 49 seconds

Solo 2 way crossing of Lake Champlain complete, thats me on the left, Rachel on the right

Closing thought:

We do not remember the days we remember the moments

Coming Up Next?

 The Boston Light Swim  August 13th, the granddaddy of open water races, it starts at the historic Boston Light House and meanders 8 miles along several of the inner harbor islands finishing on the beach by the L Street BathHouse. Due to sea conditions, winds, currents and waves, the actual distance swum is typically farther than the 8 mile course

 

Time to rest up for a few days, then hit the training again and a short taper down, how will I fear and how far will I swim, I’ll keep you posted.

Kinsale, Cork County, Ireland a village with heart & history

August 3, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Sunday July 10th: Swimmer plays Tourist

Sandycove, Cork County Ireland, Distance Week is over, time to pack up in preparation for our 4am departure tomorrow morning, but before then a little time to dedicate to learning some more about the town of Kinsale, what has gone down in this little town and the waters of the harbour before my visit, I can sense this area is oozing with history, my senses are right.

Me at the entrance to Charles Fort, what history in these buildings

 Robbin and I zip back to the apartment, change into dry clothes and head down to the harbour, yesterday we spotted a harbour boat tour, 5pm, we are on the boat. The tour begins by telling us of a town rich with history, the town is on the site of a monastery founded by St Multose in the 6th century, by the 10th century the Vikings had a trading post in Kinsale. The Normans walled the town in the 13th century and established it as an important trading base. By the end of the 16th century as a result of overseas trade, Kinsale had become one of the most significant towns on the south coast. Numerous battles took place in Kinsale Harbour, Kinsale had become a place of desire to rule, numerous battles including battles between the Spanish, Irish and English forces, to keep attacking forces out  a chain was even laid across the harbour  channel to deter attackers by sea.

The Fort buildings

 Charles fort was built in the 1600’s, on the boat tour we saw it from the harbor view, I also got to see the beach from the torture swim, amazing to see it from a different angle, ” how could I have missed that during the tourture swim?”, I wonder. After the boat tour Robbin and I make our way to Charles fort by land, the fort was named in 1681 in honor of King Charles II, the fort was a formidable deterrent to intruders by sea but had weaknesses with regard to attackers by land. The fort is star shaped with five bastions which defended the entrance to the harbour. At the entrance to the fort was the guard house, this was where they used to detain soldiers when army regulations were breached, the discipline in the army was governed by the Army Discipline Regulation Act, this act listed 25 distinct offences that would result in death, these included murder, mutiny, striking a superior officer, fraudulent enlistment, falling asleep on duty and cowardice in the face of an enemy…no pressure there right!

  The fort itself remained in use until 1921,  the English withdrew at the setting up of the Irish free state, in the 1990s restoration began and it is now maintained and open for visitors to tour, what a remarkable site. Robbin and I walk around the posts, we view the soilders quarters, soilders would enlist for life, it must have been so terribly cold and bitter during the winter months.

The Governor's House on the left

 We tour the governor’s house, this is quite grand compared to the other buildings, here lived the governor and his family, as the story goes on the wedding day of his daughter the governor shot his new son in law. The son in law and his new wife, the governor’s daughter had been walking, the bride saw some flowers and asked the groom to climb down and pick them for her, the groom wanting to please his new wife, asked a soldier on his post if he would retrieve the flowers, he agreed as long as the groom watched  his post, the groom agreed eager to please his new bride on their wedding day, but alas the groom fell asleep, the governor at the time was doing his rounds, he came across one of his men asleep at the post, in keeping with the Army & Discipline Regulation Act he shot him, it was not until afterwards he realised that he shot his new son in law, his daughter was so distressed she threw herself of the cliffs to her death, later that night the governor shot himself dead. Over the years the ” lady in white” has been reportedly seen at Charles Fort, she fell to her death in her wedding dress.

 That is but one of the stories we learned on our whirl wind tour of Kinsale on Sunday evening, just the tip of the ice burg I am sure.

 We finish off the afternoon with a drink at the Bulman, the only pub we managed to visit during our stay in  Ireland, it is a lovely spot with life music and wouldn’t you know it they played a song by a New Zealand  band ” Crowded house”, perfect.

 Next up the final pack up, off to bed and up at 4am to drive to the airport and a farewell to Ireland, what a wonderful country. I have enjoyed my stay and meeting so many tremendous friendly people, goodbye Kinsale and County Cork, I’ll look forward to another visit some day.

 What is up next travel back to Stowe, Vermont, USA, then sizing up the next big challenge, a 2 way crossing of Lake Champlain on August 4th, 16 plus miles and swimming at night, how are plans shaping up for the big swim? I’ll keep you posted.

Time to size up the next swim, on arrival back to Vermont, I drive to the waterfront and look out over Lake Champlain, hang tight lake I'm coming in August 4th

I’d rather see a lesson than hear one any day

August 2, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Sunday July 10th, 9am

Today is swim number 16 of 16, the schedule says:6 Hour swim at Sandycove- Meet at 8am

 
 
 

Sandycove the last swim, there is the red house my favourite land mark

 

 Isn’t it amazing how things can seem to move so slowly yet be over so quick, just 9 days ago this point in time that I am at today seemed like a century away, all I could think was ” how am I going to endure another 15 swims, it will take FOREVER, well it didn’t take forever, it took me focusing on one swim at a time, I made a commitment to attend this distance week and I am going to see it through…..and now here I am, so surreal, my last dip in Ireland during the 2011 Sandycove distance training week.

 Today’s swim is a 6 hour swim, it is a qualifying swim for the English Channel for many, the water temperature is said to be 11-13 degrees celsius ( 51.8-55 F), my plan to swim the strongest and longest my body allows me to.

 So onto the swim we arrive at 8:45am with 6 premixed Feeds of Maxim, hot water to be added to them to make them hot feeds, today I have my New Zealand Cap on and temporary tattoo on my shoulder for a little extra ” KIWI DRIVE”.  Ned pulls us in for our swim debrief, he starts  with a summary of yesterdays TORTURE swim, asking each of us how it felt to have the boat drive away, our feeds not given to us when we were swimming, confusing instructions shouted at us and all the boat wakes. ” Today will not be like that, we are here to help you succeed, there will be a team on the island to feed and support you, you swim laps around the island we will be there for you”

Neave, Robbin and Billy in the background spoiling us swimmers once more

 Ned then goes on to announce thanks and awards to the many who have helped make the week possible, a big one is Neave, Billy’s Mum, she has been on shore during most of the swims, putting on a spread of hot drinks, home baked muffins, biscuits and even BBQ’s for us to savour post swim. Robbin  has been helping her and they have had a right laugh, even getting in and swimming too on occasion and lending Robbin a wetsuit so she could swim to the island…which she did on Friday, way to go Robbin. We all applaud, then Ned announces all the English Channel swimmers who have come to swim and support the newbies, I clap hard on that one, what a treasure to have these accomplished, experienced swimmers share their knowledge and finally acknowledgement of the one swimmer who attended every swim, and wouldn’t you know it, it was me, the stubborn ” skinny penguin”, 16 swims ,14 of them hypothermic, I tilt my head slightly as the group applauds, I am EMBARRASSED with the attention.

A low tide treat to begin our last swim..that means slithering through the weeds and scrapping over the sharp rocks.

 With the awards out of the way we get down to the business of the last swim, ” Find someone to swim with, it is much more digestible with company”, Ned says, as he says this I start shuffling closer to Colm, I look up with a ” pick me” look in my eyes and we walk down the slip way side by side, the tide is low and we all walk out, Colm asks if I prefer the rocks or sea weed to swim through, ” sea weed please”, I say, it feels warmer to me in the seaweed, with that we are off.

 

Today the water is extra special cold for us, I don’t swim my usual punchy pace I hold it steady and swim beside Colm, I am pleased with my choice it is nice to swim alongside him and I sense he knows this Island well, I follow. Around we go one lap down and time for me to take a feed, Colm had told me at the start that he was not feeding until lap 2 , ” I’ll wait for you”, he says as I swim towards the island, I swim in and take my feed, the feed feels lovely and warm sliding down my throat, I swim off with a burst on energy, Colm kindly waits for me and we take on lap 2 together, I notice it is colder around the back side of the island, then in for the next feed we both feed and head out again, then things get fuzzy, we swim another lap or so, I see the island, Colm pointing me in to feed, someone standing with a bottle, I stagger up to take it, I stare at the bottle….” that’s not my feed”, I say, Robbin, my sister replies ” this is your feed, here drink it”, ” that’s not my feed, it’s orange, my feed is green, that’s orange”, I say again, Robbin again replies, ‘ Charlotte you made this feed yourself, look you wrote your name on the bottle, it is not orange”, I look down I don’t see my name and the bottle still is orange to me, I don’t trust them, why are they messing with me? Next thing I know the hot fluid is tipping down my throat, it is scalding hot, ” I can’t believe they are feeding me boiling hot water’, I think as I stumble back in the water, Colm is there, ”  come on this way” , we head out to swim another lap, next time I come into the island there is no recollection, only what I have been told I said and did, so here is an account from Robbin….she tells me after the swim that I again was convinced the feed was not mine and refused to drink it, then she tells me ” you looked like a walking corpse, no color in your face, there was no blood in your outer extremities, your eyes had sunk into their sockets, you had big dark blue smudgy circles around them, you looked puzzled and then in an inquisitive way said” Who the F*ck are you….., anyway”, apparently I could still swear!, Ned tells me I didn’t recognise him at all, ” no more laps of the Island for you Charlotte, you swim to the slipway and back  with Carol” Ned says, then there was Carol, my savior, she took my hand in the kindest voice, ” come on Charlotte we’ll swim to the slip way and back, just 3 minutes there”, OK I said in my head and with that I put my head down and swam, ” now we go back to the Island”, Carol said,” OK”, I mumble and I put my head down and swim back to the island, next thing I know I have swum back to the slipway after swimming one more width and Carol is helping me out of the water, next comes a blur and I am in the car with blankets. My last swim is over, I gave it all I had, thanks to the support of the crew and other swimmers, my camp is over OR IS IT?

 In the car I go through my usual shakes and tremors, my muscles spasm and cramp up, that is the most painful bit, today I am fascinated with my feet, they look like those of a cadaver, I used to study anatomy using cadavers when I attended Otago University in New Zealand, granted my feet don’t smell of formulen, but they do look so drained of blood like a corpses, ” how could I be alive and have dead looking feet, wierd”, I think.  At Otago I completed a 4 year degree in Physical Education, we studied Anatomy for the first year, I never forgot the muscles names after seeing then first hand on a body, kind of sticks with you, just like the smell of the formulen, our anatomy lab was always right before lunch and whatever I did I couldn’t get the smell off myself, duing lunch it hung over me while I ate, I didn’t look forward to lunch on those days.

Robbin notices me drift off to sleep and decides to whisk me away for a shower and food, a good call, as we drive away I glance back at the island, many swimmers are still out there, Ned had asked me if I would like to come over to the island and watch the other swimmers feed after I was done swimming today, ” you’ll learn alot”, he said, so my plan is to go change and come back, I have already decided, I am coming back with my suit on underneath my clothes, if Colm wants company towards the end of his swim I am getting back in.

 Back to the apartment, a warm shower, food, dry suit on, I pick the one that simmers like a fish, brightly colored, warm clothes on top, then I stuff my swim cap, ear plug and goggles into my pocket so no one can see and am off with Robbin back to the island.

 I catch a ride in the dingy out to the island and sit and watch the remaining swimmers as they swim in, feed and head back out for another lap. Ned is right, I do learn alot, ” look how calm and controlled they are when they come in”, says Ned, I look, sure enough they swim in, walk up to the island, ask for their feed, maybe something special like a jelly baby or mint, even mouthwash to give the mouth and tounge relief from the salt water, then thay are off again. They don’t argue, shout or reject help, the swim on. I am amazed that they can talk at all. There is still 1.5 hours to go, Kevin is still swimming, along with Alan from Montreal, Donal is still out there too and Colm, who had helped me so much earlier in the day. I continue to watch and notice it is hard to look upbeat and positive knowing how hard this must be for them swimming, I spare a thought for my own crew and realise what a tough ask I give them..” look happy it helps me when I swim”. More time goes by, now only 40 minutes to go, Colm swims, Lisa brings him his feed, ” It’s getting tough out there now”, says Colm, her looks up and sees me all bundled up sitting on the rock, ” coming in for another lap?”, he asks, ” Yes I said I can if it would help”, I reply, ” No, no, I was just joking you stay warm”, Colm replies, ” really Colm she has her suit on, cap,and goggles ready to go”, says Lisa, ‘ no Charlotte I have slowed down over the hours, I’ll be much too slow for you”, as Colm continues to say no I am ripping off my pants and jackets, and shouting to him, “you go I’ll catch you up”,  with that he resumes swimming, I tug on my cap, ear plugs in and goggles down, I dash into the water chasing him, I don’t care if he is slow or fast I am going to be there for him if it helps him through. So off I stroke, winding in and out of the weed and the rocks, the water is refreshing and before long I pull up alongside him, he was right I have to slow my stroke down to stay alongside him, I look down at all the wonderful activity on the bottom of the cove, I breathe to my left and fondly look at the powerful waves crashing on to strong rocks, it is beautiful, I feel so grateful to be in such an amazing place, then I breathe to the right and see Colm soldering on, nearly 6 hours completed in this water in the low 50s, what a feat. The cold snaps my mind back, I swim fast past Colm to warm myself up, swim in a big circle and then pull up beside him again, hoping I am not distracting him. We swim along like along the backside of the island, round the 3rd corner where the water is a bit warmer and then back into the island where I get out and Colm goes about finishing the last little bit of his 6 hours and he does, what a terrific swim. Alan makes his qualifying swim and Donal his mentor leads the way, setting a good example for Alan by keeping him company and swimming the 6 hours also, Kevin cruises in and completes his as well.

Me and Colm my new swim buddy

 So there we have it, distance training week comes to a close, time to gather round and say some goodbyes and some thank yous for all the good swimming, lessons learned and support offered, Ned headed up one heck of a wild ride, it was the most miserably painful wonderfully enjoyable experiance I recall, thanks Ned for everything. So into the car and off Robbin and I go, is this the last story from Kinsale, absolutely not, we have not it is 3:30pm and we are going to high tail it to make it in time a harbor cruise at 5pm and tour Charles fort, we haven’t done any sightseeing yet( apart from in the water!) and I am determined to learn a little history about this wonderful little village and harbor before we leave for the airport at 4am tomorrow morning,what will we discover, I ‘ll keep you posted!

Closing thought: True success is the only thing that you cannot have unless and until you have offered it to others

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Torture Swim: Total Mind Body Confusion with a smile

August 1, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Saturday July 9th 10:00am

TORTURE SWIM

 Today we are swimming from Sandycove Island, Ned has a pack of accomplices accompanying him today, accomplices who know the lessons we are about to “learn by doing”, many have swum the English Channel and other challenging waters, this group are no band of merry men today, they are ghoulish figures on board to help Ned teach us lessons the HARD WAY, you know the way you never forget. I am amazed that I can read accounts from other Channel swimmers of ” what to do and what not to do”, but boy when you experience the discomfort of ” not a good idea” it is firmly ingrained in your deepest inner self….” Boy I am NOT doing that again during my swim”, Yes I would say today is shaping up to be a good learning day….THE HARD WAY.

 Robbin and I enjoy the novelty of a ” late start”, we arrive at 9:30am to find a bustle of activity, Sandycove is no longer the sleepy little cove we have swum in over the last week, there are kayaks, boats, paddlers, swimmers, a hive of activity. As soon as we park we are called over for the day’s meeting, Ned gathers us around the top of the slipway and begins the rundown…

Time for SNEAKY Instructions....read on and see why!

 ” In the Channel anything can happen, the more you experience of the ” what ifs’, the better prepared you will be, the best laid plans can and will change, your job is to ” SHUT UP AND SWIM” despite what is going on with your boat, pilot and crew.

 Today you swim out around the island, you swim in the opposite direction that you have been swimming all week, the island will be one your right, be ready for further instructions, you will get fed by the boat, put your feed on the slip way to be taken in the boat, you have 5 minutes GO!

 I scurry away to get my gear sorted, grease on, earplus in, cap and goggles, then my feed bag laid in the pile with all the other swimmers…

Feed Containers lined up ready to go!

 From here it is ” walking the plank again”, you guessed it….down the slipway….

There's me at the back of the bunch, looking eager walking down LAST!

  The Torture Team are shouting at us to get in and swim, it feels like we are being prodded by electric poles by a farmer trying to move a flock of stubborn stroppy sheep, and then a swimmer dives in, like sheep we all follow, one after the other.

 The water temperature is no longer a shock to my brain, my mind has become accustomed to 11-13 degrees Celsius ( 51.8-55.4 degrees F), in fact my mind says ” Bring it on”, my body however is not quite as convinced.

 Off I swim, stretching out with long strong strokes around the island, I LOVE swimming in this direction, I favor breathing to my right and today I get a good view of Sandcove Island and the goats that live on it, it is also particularly clear water, below me are wonderful scurrying crabs, swaying seaweed, it is swaying in harmony to some hidden soothing music underwater and finally the fish, darting everywhere, YIP I am having fun, ” I love swimming”, I say to myself. Around the island I go, I notice that my mind has already begun calculating, where I am, how long I have been swimming, speculating that I will go around the island atleast twice, yes I am already steamrolling ahead in my mind taking control of the situation at hand.

 Whirl, Wosh, Whirl….I am aware of cold bursts of water engulfing my midsection, suddenly I don’t feel quite as much in control as I did just a few minutes ago, “OK, just a boat, just a boat, they are here to help”, I repeat over and over in my head, little do I know they are not here to help, they are here to make things difficult, they are here to add confusion and some real live Channel scenarios….I will soon learn more.

 I lift my head up, it is one of the bright orange boats, I don’t recognise anyone on the boat ” Rats no familiar faces”, I think, someone shouts at me..” Follow the boat, follow the boat, FOLLOW THE BOAT”, ” OK, I guess they want me to follow the boat”, I think and I do, ” this is fun, turn here, follow there”, I follow and I follow, then my mind pipes up ” Hey where is the island now”, Hey the boats taking you in figure 8s”, my mind keeps tossing out new scenarios, each new one confusing me, I override my brain” Head down SHUT UP AND SWIM” I instruct myself, and I do, PHEW, that was a close call.

Follow that Boat Swimmer NOW

 

 So I swim , swim and swim, I have settled back down and get into a rhythm in my stroke, I have no idea where I am, then I feel a wave push me back, I pull my head up and look ” Hey that sucker came out of nowhere”, I think, on I swim cross that a rogue wave caught me off guard, next I hear shouting ” drink this”, a bottle is passed to me, ” ahhhh not MY bottle”, I had been banking on my feed, a shot of energy to help me be strong in the chilling water, ” DRINK, DRINK, DRINK IT”, the shouts from the boat continue, I want to please but am not feeling that ” this water is going to taste great feeling”, I spill alot, drink some and then swim on humming the Talking Heads song ” We’re on a road to nowhere”.

 At the start of the swim I felt such purpose, as time has moved on my stroke has slowed, I don’t know where I am going and I feel a “ does it really matter stroke” creeping  in, I snap myself out of it and start swimming with all I can muster. At our meeting this morning we were told to take responsibility and charge of ourselves, if we need assistance a fist punch in the air. I have decided to swim as long as I can, I swim on and JUST SWIM.

 The boat comes by again, I don’t know how long I have been swimming or where I am, I stop and am instructed to drink water again, I look around, ” open sea that way, the other way, I don’t recognise any of the land in the distance”, ” DRINK”, there is a water bottle thrust into my hands,

 ” DRINK IT DRINK IT DRIIINNNNKK”, someone is shouting at me, I am not sure who, they are angry, I want to drink but my jaw is clenched shut, I manage to get the top of the bottle in between my teethbut as soon as I do my jaws clamps down around the bottle, it hurts, I tip my head back and do the best impersonation of drinking in a relaxed style with a smile, the impersonation fails miserably. Next thing I know the bottle is gone and Ned is yelling, ” catch those swimmers”, his arm is pointing that way, ” OK, that way swim to catch swimmers, I can do that”, I say to myself, and with that I swim off spinning my arms as fast as I can. I catch the swimmers and recognise Craig, I settle in beside him, we swim alongside each other for a bit and then he is gone and I don’t no where, I AM ALONE VERY ALONE.

 I am lost, ” is anyone watching me”, I wonder, I swim on, my hands are like claws, my body that has been aching from the cold doesn’t seem to ache any more,  I stop, I swim, I stop , I swim, at some point I no longer remember if I am swimming or not, I am disorientated, my body unresponsive and my mind muddled. I punch my fist up in the air to signal for help, I don’t recall much from here, I am not sure how quickly the boat came to pick me up, I do remember thinking, ‘ OK you are in control, YOU are going to climb up the steps into the boat YOURSELF”. So the boat comes by, I hear the boat talk about pulling me in, I smile inside about a cunning plan to climb up the ladder on my own, down comes the step ladder, I look at it commanding my legs to step up and my arms to reach out…..nothing happens…I command them again, still nothing happens, my legs are defiantly not moving, next thing I know I am  scooped out of the water, Donal wraps me in a towel and then a blanket, he sits me down on the boat beside him and I latch on to him like a starfish on  fish tank glass. I burrow myself into his side and tuck right under his arm, he warms me, I feel safe.

 After a bit Ned shouts ” time to get dressed’, Doanl helps me pull a pair of big corderouy pants over my suit, a fleece pullover and Ned’s big long  jacket.

 My swim is over for the day, and now that I am on the boat Ned and Donal have switched gears from  gruff confusing torture pilots, to patient, kind and instructional, the cooler opens up, hot chocolate, bread rolls, ham and cheese, Ned makes us sandwiches and the two of them share their knowledge of swimming, I am the luckiest penguin out there, I am able to watch the other swimmers and hear Donal and Ned’s comments, how the remaining swimmers are doing, who is weakening and who is picking back up, it is invaluable, I learn alot.

 ” I can help, I have lots of post on cold water swimming on my website www.loneswimmer.com “, says Donal, I make a mental note of the name.

 I am taken back on how in tune Ned and Donal  are to the swimmers, from the water it felt like they didn’t know what was going on and were not aware of my location, being in the boat I see that these two are ” as sharp as a tack”.

 The remaining swimmers have been instructed by Ned to swim to a beach in the distance, they make it, some swimmers leave the beach, there are no directions from there, some of the swimmers stand around wondering what to do next, others get back in the water and resume swimming back towards the way they came. 

 After a bit of time has passed, enough time for a couple of sandwiches our boat motors to the island, Craig is the last man swimmer left on the island, he is not having a bar of it getting back in the water and we scoop him into the boat, I feel for him, my recent feelings of hypothermia are still fresh in my mind, he is wrapped up in blankets, I pull the hat of my head and pull it over his.

 The swimmers are making good progress back towards Sandycove Island the start of our journey, looking at the terrain on the way back I find it hard to believe that I couldn’t have recognised where I was when I was swimming, there is that inkling in me saying ” I can’t believe you couldn’t get to that beach, I know you can do it, until another day beach, another day”, I threatening say the words in my head, ” watch out beach, I’ll be back someday”

 There are a group of 3 swimmers and 2 swimming alone, ” see how comforting company is”, says Ned, I do, ” when they get around this corner, they will be deflated, they will think that that corner is Sandycove Island and it isn’t they have one more to go”, Ned is right, when the group round the corner there is still 1more stretch to go until Sandycove some of them drop their stroke rates, but then one kicks in and the others follow. Then one swimmer refuses feeds, ” that’s it, she does that one more time she is pulled out”, says both Ned and Donal, I make a mental note, don’t say NO to your crew and pilot.

 We finally make it back into Sandycove, the first 2 swimmers in the group we are watching land and fist pump each other, then a hug , I feel their elation, it is great towatch, despite all the cold and the tremors I wish I was there with them, sadly I am in the boat. It is too shallow for Ned to drive the boat into the slipway, ” can you wait a bit til we get you a ride in?”, Ned asks both Craig and I together, I look at Craig, he looks at me, we could swim in, I am excited to be able to swim back to the slipway, we both jump in and tread beside the boat, ” sprint to the Island first”, shouts Ned, ” it will do you good”, and we do, and it is FUN. We reach the island huffing and puffing and then stretch it out to the shore…….we’re there fist pump!

Tortue Complete

 LEARN BY DOING: Here is what I learned today, long higgle-t- piggelty list, but what can I tell you my brain slowed down out there…..

  • Head Down, JUST SWIM
  • Don’t try to figure out where you are JUST SWIM
  • If the boat leaves don’t worry JUST SWIM it will be back
  • There will be waves JUST SWIM
  • Never Give Up JUST SWIM
  • JUST SWIM until you get there or are pulled, your crew is watching you, they know your stroke.
  • Take your Feeds and JUST SWIM
  • Positive Comments motivate me more to JUST SWIM
  • Take out the uncertainty by being as prepared as you can to JUST SWIM

So we are at a point I was willing to arrive FAST, 15 swims complete and just one to go, how could I be feeling sad about this miserably painful week coming to a close?

 It’s the people that get you through. So what’s on the schedule tomorrow….8am 6 hour swim. Oh and the parting gift from today’s swim a chipped front tooth from my clen

Closing Thought: No team can ever be whipped if they hang tough together and refuse to be beaten

Friday arrives, what’s in store for the weekend!

July 25, 2011 By Charlotte Brynn

Sandycove Island

Well it is finally here, Friday morning, Day 7 , that’s right 7 consecutive days of double swims in Ireland, this morning is my 13th swim in the last 7 days and we find ourselves once more at Sandycove Island. The first day I set eyes on Sandycove Island it looked unwelcoming, the first morning I swam around it the same….unwelcoming, or perhaps it was me not respecting or being receptive to the Island and it’s unpredictable and cool waters. Today when the Island comes into view I look at it with respect and with excitement, I want to swim and rise up to the challenges this Island throws my way, yes I am beginning to look at this Island in a new light, my new master, tough yet fair, strict, yet achievable, I like Sandycove Island.

THE WATER TEMPERATURE TODAY=WAKE UP IT’S COLD

 Like it or not the island is tossing 11 degree Celsius water my way today, I don’t fret or flince, instead just size up the stakes, I will have to swim fast and will swim strong for as long as my body will allow me to function, and I do. 2 laps, a good pace and a strong finish with a sprint back to the slipway. Off home to shower, you guessed it YOGA, EAT and REST.

SEASIDE FUN

  Next up is our Friday evening swim, I am not quite sure what to make of this one, our schedule reads….

Garrettstown 6:30pm swim and PLAY in the surf and drink in Kinsale afterwards.

Garrettstown= sandy, sunny, SWEET

PLAY…..I read the words again, ” how odd, what does he mean PLAY” I think quietly, and with that decide to go prepared for anything BUT I will put on a playful suit, it is bright colors and shimmery like a fish, a refreshing change from the morbid black suits I have been sporting all week. So off we go, Robbin and I, we drive 20 minutes to Garrettstown through beautiful rolling hills, passing through a little village and finally following a winding road alongside the beach that drops us into Garrettstown, my jaw drops slightly….it is a delightful long sandy beach, no threatening cliff faces or crashing white foamy waves, this is a paddle at the seaside type beach…how lovely.

 We stand on the roadside chatting with some of the other swimmers awaiting instructions on the night’s swim, while we are waiting we get talking about Feed, I have brought some Lemon Lime Maxim to give Billy’s Mum Neave, they are interested in trying some out, ” I have 2 big tubs with me” I told Neave this morning, ” I’ll bring you some of mine”, I do, while we are chatting Kevin tells me that he uses electrolyte free Maxim, he explains that it is better without the electrolytes due to the salt water you take in over long periods of ocean swimming, thanks to Kevin I file away the suggestion and make a mental note to search the stuff out whenI get back home.

Time for a playful seaside paddle swim

 After a bit Ned says…” OK we play in the surf for a bit then off to Jowita’s home for dinner”, I am still processing “play” for a bit, hmmm that means not jump in and pound out strokes until my body will no longer obey my mind…. ” interesting concept”! So into the water we go and wouldn’t you know it the water feels WARM, and I feel RELAXED, off we go into the water, my mind is singing the song from last night…..

don’t you know you better swim, swim, swim, swim , swim swim

I take some long  strokes and the water feels great, Alan, Finbar, Ned, Billy, Kevin are coming out past the breaker waves with me, we start meandering along swimming parallel to the shore, we are heading towards a big bunch or rocks, we stop here and there to chat, float, duck and dive and guess what? This is the most exciting bit for me, I  CAN TALK….we pull all up treading water in a circle and I can TALK, yip I can chat with the boys and I am thrilled with myself, all week I have watched the other swimmers happily tread and chatting in the water and I, the POPSICLE STICK have had my jaw frozen shut only letting out mumbles and slurred words, now I get to hang with the big kids and converse WHAT FUN!

 We swim along to the big rock pile at the end of the beach and swim back, a surf ride in on miniture waves, into change at the car and off to Jowita’s for the yummiest Pumpkin soup ever, we are home by 9pm, my earliest night back since we arrived in Ireland.

7 Days Complete: 70 kilometers, a little shy of 45 miles

GET READY FOR THE NEXT CHALLENGE

What could  be next?

Saturday 10am TORTURE SWIM, how far, how fast, how long, to where….no one knows!

Closing Thought: To achieve all that is possible we must attempt the impossible

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55 Marathon Swims, 2x International Ice Swimming Association Mile (1st New Zealander)

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